step by step

Guys, I have been a rubbish for 2 days already.
Because I did not touch the science book.
But I promise that I will study all before the science exam.

Am planning to move to another place...
Just want to change a new enviroment to start a new journey.
Maybe everything will be different.
But I found thing I really need in my life.
wondering? ya, I found my priority...
But I would not like to tell anyone first~
Until I really get it, I will share it to you guys.

Now my priority is spm..cert...result~
I believe, life has lots of tuning point.
maybe just a chance, everything will change to different.
I dunno how my life will goes in the next second,
but im looking forward...
take good care fren~

spaggio's bar @ pavilion

yea Baby, I just came back from spaggio's bar @ Pavilion~
What a wonderful place to have alcohol and cooktail there~

Because of my previous post,
my friends called me to town for have some fun.
Found them in apple dream again,
they was having thier game and luckily when I reached,
the guy finished~

We called another friend in a sudden~
three guys in the house~ hehe~
Planned to get our meal when walking through the pathway..
We walked to the end of the pathway,
My eyes looking to the manu of the bar~
I finally asked them for alcohol inside the bar~
cuz the enviroment was great,
seem like sitting in a transparent room~
People arround us was all foriegner~
and a gang of britian was sitting next to us~
My friend still talked non sense with them~
and you should know, they are very friendly~

actually we did take some photograph at there~
But picture at my friend site~
will be post and share here soon...

hmm~ science, I will study it soon,
and ofcourse, I aim A ~ my target, Hope can achieve~

My feeling right now is just same as the above picture~

Looking my friends going as far as the distance that you can't imagine.

Say hello to goodbye~

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I'm alone now~

The time I need a friend support me,

I need a friend accompany me~

But who am I suppose to find?

and what am I suppose to do?

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My Life is sucks~

What the hell?

Although I got my money,

I spend it alone in a cafe.

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Sometime I will hope to be a kampung boy,

At least I could go out and play with all kids~

I got a wonderful childhood~

But now, I got nothing,

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listening to the song...Perfect.

My target is very simple only,

Why so hard to achieve?

Who can tell me the reason?

If My life is full of happiness~

I'm willing to die in 2012

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Life goes bored~

My Life Is bored~

Who can rescue me from the boredom?

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I wanna I wanna I wanna~

Party

Travel

Gathering

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Owh My god~

I am not saitfied the life I'm doing right now.

KilL ME ~~~

non-stop on study

Exam-ing~

Do you feel nervous~

NoN-stop on study~

Until I can't breath~

a day~

Hello guys~ My enrichment day~
It was so full to me~
I woke up in the early morning~
arlam Keep distubing my sleeping time~
Owh~ But I must wake up~
I had dated qing fang to starbucks for doing revision of math~

Hehe~ then My friend came starbucks met me~
He's brithday boy today~
I accompany qing fang to LRT station,
then walked to Paviliong from ts with my fren~

Two of my another fren was waiting us there~
we went to wong kok, Just for the Big big milk coffee~
Finished our lunch then went shopping~
hehe~ Friends wanted buy new thing to change his look and style~
complete our shopping session~
Rush to lesure mall By bus~

First I went to my friend home to wait him take his bath,
Then walked out to get my another meal~
planned to Pool again~
Have a long time didn't touch the pool table already~
All skill have been forgotten~
I'm the losser in the end~

Back his home again and helped him wax his clurly hair~
wah~ another brian~ Is cooler than before~
They planned to clubbing tonight~
Ofcourse, Im the one who don't ever join them to this kind of party~
Because Still spm, My heart will feel guilty if go this kind of place~

Then return to lesure mall again~
wau, I saw many gang of my friends~
Cause today there got pasar malam~
wau, feel so good~
And I visited my teacher a while in the tuition center.
hmm~ she had helped me check my rumusan~
all the sentence I underline she said is correct~
haha~ very happy nie~

After an hour passed, Car reached,
and they ready to go their destination~
Brian came and fetch me home~
that's all~

Tomorrow, going to do revision again with my primary schoolmate~
hmm~ I'm not confidence in math what,
that's why I need fren help~
Good night everybody~

Last, wish you happy brithday~ Dainer~
Hope you all the best~
take care~ ^^

Owh MY GOD

What the hell of me today?
My English essay~
I did not see the title with detail and carefully~
There is a Big mistake I took~!
Im feeling afraid~ Will luck come true soon?
OWH NO~
everyone said english was very easy~
ya, I knew it~ Paper 2 was very easy~
I think My essay can affect my total marks~
Although paper 2 is all correct~
But i know this is impossible~

I should'nt think so much and take it so pressure already~
There are only four subject is going to take~
I should do all my best and pay all my effort on it~
I will not make any MISTAKE again in my exam~
I strongly SAY it to myself~
YOU HAVE NO MORE CHANCE~

感恩的心~

我曾停留过的地方~
今天是我补习国文的最后一天了。
我是十月才报名的。
因为当时我很怕国文会不及格，
所以就报名了。
短短的几个星期，我真的很用心的上老师课。
是真的学到很多东西。
一些我以往都不想看的国文字，
我慢慢的，从不明白，变得大概都明白。
不可否认的，我的却是进步了。

后天就是那最重要的国文考试了。
它决定了我的未来。
我不希望自己会拿不到文凭。
虽然我国文不好，我不能辜负老师对我的期望。
我很想让全世界知道，
就算我是迟报名，我也可以考好。

今天最后一天了，补习中心的人都对我不错。
不会很凶，生病了也会问候几句。
是有点被感动的说~ 很开心~
以后不知道还有没有机会见面。
虽然只在家里附近，可是距离却被我想象的很远。
这一切的一切，应该就此画上了句点。

我不知道我走的下一步，又会有什么惊喜，
但我却很期待~
虽然身边没有一个很好的知己朋友。
独处的完成我的旅程。
那美好的天空，也许已经在前方等待着我的到来。

在此，谢谢miss LEE 感恩的心。

那永远都那么尊重你的学生，ken~^^

Revision

Today, a very healthy day~
Ian overnight in my house for 2 days.
we woke up pretty early in the morning.
Then asked my father fetch us to maluri,
met up Ian's classmate and start our revision together.
Very good, something I dun understand can ask immediatly.

We change almost 3 enviroment to do our revision.
10 until 6, my parent then came to fetch us.

The stupid, stop revision already!
Now sleeping on my bed.
Covering his whole body by my blanket.~
wei, im still active now...dun feel like wanna slp.
wake him up , dun care me...~

Okay...haha

结束我五年校园生活的最后一天。

本以为可以穿着本校的校服出席最后的一天。
但是今天并不是所谓的结业式。
却是那联课的颁奖典礼。
学生为了配合这颁奖典礼，穿上了其学会的会服。

今天早上的空气特别新鲜。
这可能是心理因素所造成的吧。
在那老地方，和朋友们一同吃早餐。
时间没有平时的久。
大家都赶着回学校准备。

回到班上，照常的，老师点名。
但不是我们自班的班导师。
看见学生们都走小楼排队了。
我也不例外的跟在后头。
那拥挤的楼梯，花了我们一点的时间，
才小到去排球场集合。

我自以为礼堂已经排好了椅子让学生们坐，
结果是，同学们，排排坐，坐地上。
操他学校的妈~
学校又再次展现他们有脑的表现。
坐在地上，没得靠，想睡也睡不了。

来了来了~他来了~
看见校长走向麦克风的方向，
我的心情就如世界大战要来临拟。
那永远打不完的战争~
校长那永远停不了口得致词。
贵校的校长出了名，是八独中里最长气的校长。
我们早在五年前刚进入循中时，见识过他的威力。
果然不是浪得虚名。

在那梦梦糊糊中，听见了学生们的掌声。
我的灵魂回归身体了~
顶不顺的颁奖典礼，终于在两个小时后过去了。
我们学生就回到自己班上，等老师发成绩单。
哈哈，成绩不好，却很期待看见成绩单。

五年了，眨眼间，真的五年就这样过去了~
那时间的速度，有比光来得更快吗？
三年的初中生活，两年的高中生活。
就在此画上了一个最完美的句号。
今天就这样结束了我五年的中学生涯。
同学们，我们都在同一个环境共同度过了五年的时光。

我庆幸自己曾是循中儿女。
我没有在此学校毕业，人生总是有个遗憾。
但决定了的事，我不会再回头望。
继续到明年毕业的同学们，
你们一定要加油~ 快快乐乐的，
团结的一起走完最后的一年。
路上少了我，其实还不算什么。

我不知道同学们会不会舍不得我，
但是我能绝对确定，我舍不得你们。
明年的一切都会随着环境而改变。
我们彼此之间，也少了一个话题。
就是校园生活的话题~

我的班，c5,c4~
你们~

前进吧，循中！

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Berry's ART

Photo shooting, @ adonis~

My very first experience.

For being a model one day.

it took me long time to complete the mission.

But I enjoy...here's some photo showing.

the another me after make up~

Evil~

Before~

process~

Shooting~

Evil expression~

I felt scared to myself...

Actually is my fren berry called me to do that.

She is a very nice person.

Ofcourse, she is my best friend too.

Tmr is her brithday.

I promised to buy roses for her brithday long time ago.

But I broke my promise, cuz i forget already.

anyway, here to wish you have a wonderful brithday.

Your lovely brother~ Ken~ haha

Who care?

Everytime say "who care", "no care", "don't care"~
Am I really can do it?
I usually do something which destroy my self image.
And finally I will throw out some words,"who care?"
and I tell myself..."whatever"...
Then? how do you guys look at me?
a gangster? a bad student?
and actually i wanna say is...im still good.
im still me, and bad attiude is to present to bad people.
ofcourse, for someone I care...i will treat them well.
even some good person in my life...
But bad guy make me angry,
I can't stand about it...
This is my personality...
if you wanna friend with me, pls accept my personality.
and I will not hurt my friends.....
I just will make my friends smile~
really~ ^^

I don't know what is going on actually...
Hmm~ whatever how you guys look at me.
I am still me...it is not necessary to do explaination.

I hate people scold me on the net...
I enjoy people scold me infront of me...
Feel is different man~ do you know?

Just know I had typed a very long article in chinese,
But I delete already...
Because I do not want to let people know what's on my mind.
If you don't know me...then you can no need understand me.
What you think and what you do.
I don't CARE!

People should know,
If you laugh, whole world will laugh together with you.
If you cry, YOU cry alone....
I feel guilty, But am i right?
I don't even lie anyone before...
You are always my best friend...ever and forever~
Don't think you are strong...and don't hide ur weakness.
tell me all what in your heart as you can....
I will not understand very detail...

Go school for nothing!

make me feel like a rubbish while staying in school...

agree?? im the first to say yes!

HAHA, I like the movie which chinese teacher played in the classroom today.

Very interesting...I don't know what it name...

Woke me up in the early morning...
Who is that???
Yi hua came my house with lot of note.
Because we plan to do revision.
Actually I need her help in malay and moral format only.
She came my house to watch TV only...
What the hell of her???
But it doesn't matter~
at least I got some note from her.

I did being a boss and a rich man for a few min when walking to lesure mall.
Funny, cuz the girl was handing many books~
and I throw my file to her...
I asked, do we seem like a boss and a assistant.??
She answered, ya...Look like real...
cuz im wearing a coller shirt....like Polo golf club' shirt.
Going to a golf club for a big big project....
She told me lot of non sense...
I said, U are fire...take ur salary from account department,
and u can leave now....!!! hahaha....
funny......just a funny game on the way to bus stop while we were boring.
She return home at 2 in the afternoon....
and ofcourse, I got my lunch with my another bunch of friends.

Family gathering

I got a square meal with my big big family just now.
One of my relative brithday.....
We celebrated in a chinese restorant near by time square.
Actually I'm not interested on this kind of family gathering.
Because u need to call someone who older than you,
in the same time, I was confusing about the relation ship,
What should I call them? uncle? aunt? jiu jiu....or what?
confuse~

two of my cousin sister has their children already.
Wau, so fast become a mother of a kid..
Last time I was the youngest, and everyone wanted to hug me.
Now, all go and hug another baby boy or baby girl already.
I'm old now~ haha...~
With a blink of an eye, I grow up so fast already.

Dissapointed thing is,
my another two best fren cousin didn't attend the dinner.
Make me felt boring and doing ntg there.
My mum keep calling me to sing a song to everyone,
cuz the room got KTV too.~
then I just sang one song to all of them....
ofcourse, everyone clap their hand....haha.
I'm not bad right?

My another cousin sister who stay in klawang did not attend,
her mother told me that she need to go tuition.
Just make me feel guity....So hardworking.
how about me?
still blogging hur?
anyway, I have a wonderful night with my family...~
Thanks for the dinner~

Artist gathering~

For friends who like dancing art, singing art, band art, drama art, magic and etc...
Lpmsms is going to held an artist party at Wisma ocm.
at November 14....

This party is just a simple, easy and small for "artist" to meet up each and sharing.
Sharing with their experience....and what they learn before.
Can make friends with same interesting.
Do you guys know what is art?
till now, im still wondering on this topic.

Friends called me to join this event....
event is organize by chong hua high school's student.
It is a precious chance...


But you guys would know,
November 14, ...Spm at nov 18.
I'm craving for it....
Should I go?
Or i may stay back home to wait my exam first?
I need some comment....

A chance to let me dance again.
A Last more chance to let me gain better result.
Wondering~
I think I shouldn't go...is it?
Next time lor...~ is it? haha...whatever

Ya, if someone who interested on this event,
You can view this web to get more information.
For full event details...
www.lpmsms.blogspot.com

When darkness turn to light

Light illuminate My life~

Maybe Only a small bulb.

But without it, everything is dark.

When darkness turn to light,

We should try to cherish.

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Sometimes I will desorientation.

Who would like to be my little bulb?

To illuminate my way, even my future?

Or the person has not appear yet~

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Now I'm listening to High school musical's songs.

Their songs is very nice.

Once I was not interested in this Movie,

But since teacher played this movie in the class,

I have no idea to reject it.

Not the details of the movie nice,

actually is just the music nice,

story is okay too.

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Take care