Midnight

Now is 2.2oam...
I just came back home from outside.
Planned to BBQ at yi tian house,
But because of the little rain...
Finally cancel....

Then we wait them at apple dream again.
Waste me lot of time.
I hate facing games for hours goes...

They all arrived at 11.00...
really what the hell~
Then all guys talking in the mamak store.
Lot of guys....
I think almost all is our tsun jin's mate in the area.
Chit chat for 2 hours.....
They wanted to play until next morning...
Sorry, I can't make it with you guys.
Actually I wanted to pool in the begining.
But they rejected my idea...
after tea session, another guys reached,
they then said to pool again....
No more mood for it...
Mummy keep calling to my phone.
I better go home earlier.

Owh, spm near, I dun even get study today.
Go hit the wall man....

Ya, friend list...
dainer, Fu, Wei quan, wei feng, yi tian,
zhi yang, Kai di, and ......dunno name...

Another gang, not going with us...
But met up in the same area....
Loong ann, xing guo, yong ping,
wu Hai....

The last gang who join us....
Jia jun and one dunno who...
haha...

Just list for fun....ntg do...
Ya, I know im lame....
If lame, u can close this profil now..
HAHAHA.....

Cassie, I knew you are unhappy,
Don't cry again....
is not worth it....
Tell me everything as you can...
I will be a very good listener to heard ur story.
If this can make you happy,
I do.....

Hey everyone....is time to sleep....
Tomorrow will be a good day...
here to wish everyone have a lucky day.
Good night.

I gotta feeling....exam><

I should study harder for my coming exam.
Serious ! Not play play ~
I will Not go out with friends before SPM end.
Because I would know that I will be very free after exam,
Thus, why now Don't I keep on study first?
isn't ?

But I need some friends help.
Cuz you guys know...
My malay is super duper poor.

I can't wait until exam finish.
But I do not hope that exam coming so fast.

sick sick

Hmm, I had absent to school again.
I think there sure have somebody thought that im lazy.
guys, I swear im really sick today.
Even can't get up from the bed.

But now I feel alright.
I'm okay and tmr can continue to school.
Actually I don't understand go school for what?
No classes, no teaching.
students sleep, teacher do their own things.
What the hell???

last but not least...
Somebody said i'm rude...IN MSN.
other I don't care....
anyway, here to say sry if make u feel uncomfortable.
I will try to be a gd person...haha

Wake me up when october end.

I'm coughing now.
After fever, then now coughing.
my body is really weak.
haha, but im strong!
No worry!!!

Today is the last day of holiday.
Tomorrow need to return back to my fucking school.
Really don't know can do what tomorrow.
Exam ended, teacher stop teaching,
except Spm subject.

October is going to end.
Next month is going to take SPM exam.
Pls wake me up...
No more out going, just stay back home,
and......study guaaaaaa...
Haiz, boring.......
here wish all spm student can take their dream result.
Ofcourse me too.

Monday again....time passed fast as wind.
alright....just continue our Life.
Here we GOOoooooooooooooooooo

Love

What is Love?
Love is....


谈恋爱就如吃口香糖。
刚刚进入嘴里时，
很有味道。
咬久了，就会开始慢慢变淡。
然后就把他吐出来。
可是，吐出来后，
口里还有那个味道。

By ~ Brian.....

Go home use listering wash ur mouth lor....

Sick

OMG,
I am fever now.
feel like wanna sleep,
but I had already slp for 12 hours.

ergh, please leh,
I need a healthy life,
why I look so weak?

D.I.U

Day passed,
I did nothing~
Talked non sense with friends.

Dinner with brian,
He still missing his girl friend.
Please break up and forget her.
No talk, no sms, no contact, no memory.
All shoud be delete NOW.
Love is not your all man!

Haiz, Not in mood.
Day after day,
really dunno what I can do for my life.

I need LMF's songs now!
What the Fuck
我吊你都肿得！
你地话得无得？

我无吊你无好以为自己好懒型，
吊那星，
冚家拎。

无好话我教坏思佬，
你得搬aunty,
无好炒祸我给Party.
冷静地~

Hong kong rapper~
You are sucker.
I hate smoker,
Don't take out ur lighter,
and dun be a sucker.
should slp earlier,
and see you later!

errr~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Tomorrow gonna be a good day.
Very welcome to my life.
come on~

No morning call

Hmm, tomorrow is holiday, until next monday.
Yes, no need go school to do lame things.
can sleep until whenever I want.
No more morning call to disturb my sleeping time.

Recently I'm listening to face drop, sean kingston.
what's a nice song?
I really love it, it make me feel like out of stress and pressure.
But I hate kingston don't sing clearly.
if I didn't see the lyrics, I really dunno what is he singing.
But i think it is his style....

Tomorrow morning, stupid yi hua is going to come my place.
Make me need to wake up and open door for her.
But she promised will treat me tea in the afternoon.
she told me "tea only mah"....not that expensive.
ya, but she misunderstand my meaning.
I'm going to order starbucks coffee...
is still okay lar, under 15 ringgit only.
I think she still can pay the bill...hahas.

what the eff man,
Today P5F students got their BI papers.
I bet the teacher don't know how to mark our paper.
I use many of beautiful sentence taough by my tuition teacher,
I memorized all and used it on my BI essay,
she asked me back, what's the meaning?
is it celebrated depavalii too high already,
no more spirit to mark our essay?
Then called us passup the papers and remark it again.
well, thanks a lot,
and actually, I don't need it....
I promised will do best in spm.
I hate JE center la,
when you see my face, hope it gives you hell!
One class one teacher like last time then really enough already.
this call what? duo lan yeh
seperate us to different class room for what?
okay, now on, i will not see it so crucial.
just take it easy, and forget what is JE.
thank you~

opps, 2 am already, is time to bed now.
g-g-gud nite everybody.

beautiful life

Moko photography.

I love it~

What matter is going to happen tmr?

I hope it will be something happy.

I'm really stepping away from happiness.

a little soul with a body,

no people wanna care.

Do you know why I like photography?

Because time will always stop in the beautiful moment.

ever and forever!

If life as a nice picture,

how good it will be?

I just want to remember all of my happiness,

and delete all the sadness as delete worst pic from camera.

How life goes?

我的“天”

今天的心情，很复杂。
恩，要怎样形容呢？
我也不会说，不如你们和我说吧？

今天是我第一天，
在大同饮食集团上班，
下午时，换上了一件白色的formal衣。
穿上黑色的西裤，再把我那皮鞋拿出来。
整理好一切，就上班了。

哈哈，好象是酱。
其实我只是，
在大同以食集团旗下的一间分行的酒楼，
做一个小小的waiter，帮人家打工。

我是被朋友拉去的，
去之前，和朋友喝了一下茶，
然后才去的。
去到那儿，看见一大般。。。没有样子的
打工仔。
哈哈，我也不想说到他们这样。
谁叫他们点我做这样做那样。
才拿那三十三块的薪水，
竟然要我做到狗都不如一样。

其实，今天是做结婚晚宴。
哇，新娘和新郎好看到。
不过还是祝你们新婚愉快啦。

收工时，一个金毛光头仔，
一直爆粗的叫我做好来，
不要那么斯文，那些碟不会痛的。
可是，会打烂勒。
果然是没读书，每科学头脑，
应该是说，不会用头脑的家伙。
结果，害到我真的打破了一个碟。
幸好没扣薪水，要不然就到我爆粗了。

我的partner是一个form 4的part timer。
他不断的骂我，看见他那低低地的骂人样子，
搞到我想生气也生气不出，还我一直在笑他。
拜托，弟弟~不要一直马哥哥啦。
你不适合。

我在这，劝大家，绝对不要去大同吃早餐！！
因为你的早餐，可能会有鱼翅或薄荷饭的味道。
因为那些人洗碗是。。碗有点到水，就算是洗过的啦。
是不是很干净？
害我要去消毒我自己的手。
允许我一句，他妈的！！！


在哪里，我和我的朋友都遇见了另一个循人毕业生。
蛮帅气的。他竟然也会做这种工。
过后我们还去喝茶呢。
有说有笑的，笑刚刚那些人。
他说觉得心里不平衡，
被一些学历低过他的人骂他和点他做东西。
很有同感，我还被印尼人点啊，
看看，我的肤色白过你，你才是做奴隶的最家人选好么？
我不是，看清楚！

学哥送我回到家门口，
很不错的一个好人。
读书好，样子好，人品更好。

今天的薪水，我刚刚回家之前，
用光啦，真的不懂做来是为了什么。
我的一个晚餐，都不够我吃啊。
真的好像是为了晚餐而打工！
回家吃妈妈煮的不是更好！！！
他就像一间监牢，我一走是不再回头的。

回到家时，小妹以更信息，
他的私人电话号码，给了我。
哈哈，有点奇怪。
可是，应该是我误会了吧？
没关系，朋友就对了。

和家人说了一大堆废话过后，
我就一个人在客厅看那个什么败大女王。
其实那个"大"的右上角是有一个点的，
不好意思的说，本人不知道pin yin。

我不算是喜欢偶像剧的人。
可是有时看看，还蛮不错，
因为看见戏里的情节，
让我脱离了现实生活。
简单，因为偶像剧就是一个字“夸”。
男的永远是最帅最有钱，
女的永远是脆弱无比的公主。
顶不顺，不过抱着无知的心情去看，
是蛮有趣的啦。
男的那种把妹技巧，
如果用在真实生活，
应该会被人觉得LAN酷和型。
不过偶像剧也有它的优点，
就是，男帅女美，歌又好听。

今天算不算是有人关心我呢？
我期待被关心的那一天。

清芳现在在老家，
庆祝着她的depavali...hahahaha

我觉得考试越来越近了，
是时候后寻找动力，
让我有发愤图强的感觉，
去完成这一项重大的考试。
加油。。睡咯~ 晚安

the night

I didn't meant to go school today.
But, the stupid pc test.
I must go to school for taking this test.
Omg, It was really really bored in the class.

But it was fun while I reach back home.
Lot of friends msg me to go out.
Today lesure mall got pasar malam.
I had joined 4 batch of friends.

First, zu yin called me first .
then we met each other outside watson,
went for tea session in the new old town.

whye and fu was late,
second round we went to mamak store for dinner.

third round, yi hua called, hun hong and pei yin at there also.
we went yam cha again.

last, joyyie suddenly msg me.
omg, yam cha again.
my stomach can't stand any water already.
STOP it!

Should rush back home earlier.
but cool, first time join 4 batch of friends in a night.
tmr will be going out with friends again.
hehe, exam just over mar,
let me get some fun first,
then only continue my rivision of spm.

一个人的行李

今天，真的难以形容我的心情。
那个，你概然不相信我，那我无言。
我当你是我小学朋友，真的很希望你能改变。
不过我从没介意过你。
总之，你开心就好。
我祝福你们可以过得幸福。
believe的中间，永远都藏着一个lie。
无所谓。

今天的簿记考试，应该很难及格吧。
怪我没尽力咯。

考试后，找不到清芳了。
老师一个一个收卷子，
害到我们迟出。
结果，清芳没等我，走了。

我驾车回去，和朋友吃了早餐，
我就一个人回家去。
睡了一个午觉。
被我爸爸吵醒了。
叫我开门给他。
被逼起床。

爸爸换了工作了。
开心的是，他那辆公司的烂车还给公司了。
爸爸把我们家的超帅气车，驾回来了。
他会到我们的家了。

然后，家人一个两个都出去吃晚餐。
我一个人，爸爸叫我自己出去吃。
唉，很孤单勒。为什么的？
想拿起手机找朋友。
却没有人选。
昨天来电的那位，他心情好了。
我不想打扰他了。
可是现在，到我心情差了。

为什么朋友不开心时，我永远第一个到。
而到我不开心时，却不敢找他们。

刚刚和我最敬爱的马老师，
好像有点吵架。
如果说错什么，对不起。
我想，你也不会再想教我功课了吧。
那SPM就靠我自己吧。

今天的总结，孤单，不被信赖，不开心。
算了。
我一个人在广场毫无目的地的绕了几圈，
却不知道自己该去哪里。
现在，我就在潭茶屋一个人的写部落。
吃晚餐。
等下，真的不知该去哪里。

又再一次遇到温力明了，
他也是一个人坐着喝茶。

去了楼台，一个人看这焦赖的夜景。
，没什么美，而且一个人，
更是没有感觉的说。
一切到此结束吧。
该回家了

来电，突然心血来潮。

哇塞，我觉得我真不定性啊。

今天下午睡午觉，刚刚被上面这条水的来电吵醒。

他杀出一句，“我很想喝酒”。

可怜又很有中气地说，陪我。

我突然心软了起来，

想说，OK啊。

怎么搞的？明天簿记考试哦。

还想做出那么愚蠢的决定？

最后，我决定了，不陪他。

哈哈

就抛弃他一天。

我还算有够老友吧。

为什么就不能迟多一天才不开心呢？

我明天正式考完试哦！

哈哈

有够开心的。

等下该开始做做几题簿记了。

虽然不是很会，

可是，不要死到惨惨就OK。

我唯一上课的节来的。

后悔不KEEP着做练习。

怪我咯笨！

~~~~~~

今天上fACEBOOK时，

测测看我今天的运气。

只有十一分哦。

结果，真的有不好的事情发生了。

原来我在学校的评价是如此的差劲。

做人真难，

要怎样才能让每个人都喜欢？

我想这是我一辈子要学的学问。

The air today was fresh.

Woke up in the early morning,

Took a bath and wash my face.

Playing jay chow's song and choose shirt to wear.

Settle up all things then went to lesure mall find my friends.

There has open a new old town coffee.

We met each other at there.

Many friends follow behind.

We chat a lot and talked something funny there.

Then, after the bill came out.

I was shock...RM41.

I was wondering how much should i pay.

cuz feng them dun have enough money.

so I have no idea and treat them for one time lor.

My wallet had burn a big hole.

Anyway, happy was our priority.

money is second.

haha~

then do some rivision in starbucks.

I have done one question of book keeping.

praise me faster...faster!!!

haha....that's all of the story today.

wah wah wah~
a lot of plan appear in my brain....
get get get get what I say?
you know what I say say?
party everyday, p-p-p-party everyday.
haha~

Faster finish exam....faster study finish.
then we must party everyday.
erm~ wau, now I already feel very excited.
Not in mood to study my business.
but but but, I sure will complete it,
before I go school in the early morning.

hmm~ after book keeping exam,
then we can get a short rest,
then prepare to face the stupid SPM.....
after SPM, then then then~~~~
fly to the sky.....~~~bla bla bla....
crazy

exam jitter

Today, is the first examination day.
This time, I have overall give up.
I'm so sorry...

My Math(chinese)...
friends said it was very easy.
Ya, exactly...
But I really don't know...
thanks for my math teacher.
I didn't take tuition outside.
That's the reason why...

Actually, the examination of this time is already not crucial for me.

Because my final decision is take spm and leave.

My primary schoolmate told me that they will go with spm too.

Erm, exam with broken heart.

Friends said, they still wanted to take good result,

although leave with spm.

erm, Not bad....ofcourse it is good.

but I still do my best in some subject which im ability to memorize.

such as history, business and Book keeping.

Promise will fight until the war of exam finish.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

HeHe, funny man.

This afternoon I slept until nine,

When I wake up, I thought is time to school.

I thought just now is morning.

I was so bler man~

Until my friends called me to PM I then know it is night.

what the hell am I...

still dreaming~

But I really very enjoy my sleeping time just now.

Dream something very interesting,

but , forget already.

^^

hahas.

cassie, sorry , I broke my promise, just forgive me!

Sleep in the night.

Now is 2:29 am...
I feel very very tired,
but I don't feel like wanna sleep.


Listening soft music in the silent night.
I got a feeling but I don't know how to express.
It is like very comfortable,
and yet it's like very lonely...

hmm~ I really enjoy the moment like now.

No excessive noise disturb me,

because everybody are sleeping.

very very comfortable.

I hope time can stop in this moment,

I'm tired.

Tired with family, friends, study, future and love.

I want to live in my dream,

and don't wake me up.

I ask myself many times,

When, I can smile without fake?

Where is the person can make me smile without fake?

am I still finding you?

or, im forever lonely...

I don't want to work everyday...

Just wanna sleep...and sleep....

I hate every morning when I wake up.

I'm not energize to continue my life.

I usually late to bed is because,

I scard don't know what can do in the next morning.

No more target lah,

achieve what???

It ends tonight.

Short break

Nice picture...I took in the moment.

Have a short tea session with Ian tan just right after school.
We got back to my home first,
the weather in this afternoon was extreamely hot.
Both of us was wet with sweat.

Actually It is a rare opportunity for us,
because the place we live are very far from each other.


Our style is very match,
chatting on a same topic and present lot of same ideas.
Best friend is actually come from this.



Then, he took bus to Lrt and wait for her mother fetch,
and me, went back home with my feet.
That's the story of mine today.

SIENZ AR~

Hehe, just came back from lesure mall.
Today I have received some of the subject's exam paper.
All are just like BULL SHIT.
Haiz~ really don't know how to do.

Just gathering with friends at wong kok.

Then michelle sent me a msg called me look behind,

I saw her...we have chatted something about study.

She told me that she will teach me malay until my SPM get pass.

You ar, please don't singalingam me ar.

Don't play play girl.

Ya, history exam will be start on this friday,

I haven't do any preparation for it yet.

I will drunk after I see all words on the paper.

So many chinese words must put inside into my brain.

really owh my fucking godness.

Luckily I didn't choose eco,

it will be take in the same day with history.

Faster over man,

I want play, don't want face books anymore.

I really will tear all the books after SPM.

BULL YOU SHIT....GET HELL.

SIENZ AR~~~

three S for you....Super Siens and Stress!!!

Disorientation

I will be grateful for every moment I have.

Don't matter how life goes,

I will be brave to face all the challenges.

Examination just ended, but another examination is coming soon.

What can you imagine?

Life make me tired.

I have already disorientation.

"

"

"

"

mid autumn festival

Clubbing tonight?
Would you like to go with me.
Nop, I think It might be make it at december.
Now is still not the right time for us to have fun.
Money couldn't come out as when I need.
It need time.
and the most important thing is exam now.
might plan to genting after SPM over.
"Talking with my friends"

Tonight is legally mid autumn festival.

I couldn't see anyone celebrating for this festival.

It has been forget by chinese since we grew up and don't play for candle.

But moon cakes is still selling in the society.

Luckily this product still alive.

But all things has been change.

Just came back from lesure mall.

Friends waiting for friends fetch.

I just have a tea session with them a while.

They keep persuading me to clubbing...

hehe, why I got such friends?

My final desicion is go back home.

They have no idea...and I dont care what they said.

I just hope that they will not happen anything bad.

such as block by police.

I really can't save u out from police station.

haha......

it just a joke, dun be serious at all man.

have a fun night guys.

take care.....

moon KICK ...FAT-Teeth-World eve

HAHHAX, love this picture so much...
Don't know, it just " I gotta feeling" ...
Tomorrow night gonna be a good night...
Moon might be particularly bright.
Moon festival, that's why I say!

Today, what a meaningless yet fun day!

How lucky am I today?

Woke up almost 12 something.

mammy called heat up the food before eat.

But, in the moment I want to eat, power cut without warning.

thank you god....

call my friends immediately, went to mcdonald.

They have their Dota game again,

and I play my own game also.

hehe, super passion for GTA.

passed all the missions...hehe.

Now I just can't wait for the game.

I wanna play...~~~~~

Then they decided to wong kok again.

haiz, what a boring place???

asked to clubbing by friends,

but sorry, not interested....

Next time ler okay?

hehe~~~~

How life goes???

what will happen tmr?

erm, study again....

SiaOOOO ar~~~~

Bull shit!!!!!

QING FANG, Lets go fun....

hihi, we eat moon cake hur?

haha

Additional words...I saw fireworks just now...hehe...

SO lame hor? sorry la...

someone is celebrating now....but why me look so lonely??

what a matter?