今天我上了宝贵的一堂课。
往往生活中，
我们会不断地去计较。
好胜心往往可能是让我失败的最终原因。

有些东西原来不能去计较。
每个人都有自己的道理在，
不让步，小事变化大。
今天我学会了让步。
回想到最原始的什么叫做让步，
今天如果我走在走廊上，
对方向我过着来，
我不靠边走他走不过去，
一样的，我走不过去。
那为何要等对方让步。
大家都只想去到自己的目的地。

看见自己最在意的人大哭，受伤了。
原来我得到的是心痛。
因为他是我最在意的人，这是事实。
调换的，也许生活中要迁就自己在意的人，
偶尔会感觉到疲累，
但是他的快乐和微笑，
却是我最大的回报。

我从来不知道怎样去对一个人好，
因为我很怕受伤。
可是做人不应该执著。
我应该全心全意地让我在意的人快乐。
最起码自己也不会感觉到辛苦。

我一天一天的成长着。
不知道身边的人有多少个是关心我的。
但生活依然继续。
要活得精彩，那就要学会怎样去和别人相处。
我醒了~
这一次再也不需要时间去改变任何东西。
因为我要改变。

实行改变自己政策。
欢呼世界和平，劝服我不再打仗的人，
许榕惠，你改变了我。
你会是我生活中不能缺少的一个人。

以后让我对你好好么？
让我好好的照顾你好么？

冯家润，真心的向你道歉他的错。
一切都成为过去了。
那你能接受我的过去么？
迎接新的我。

nth gonna change my love for you.
Is very into you.

Change the old me and start with the new me.
Ken fong is stepping on a positive stage,

I miss you~

Right now, alone sitting at KLCC starbucks.

Don't really know what to do,

But I do enjoy my mocha coffee.

I'm free and do whatever I want.

No need to care other.

listening to thunder.

It let me memory the day we went to sunway Mtv world stage.

My best friend.

I have a long time din meet some of my best fren,

since I left my high school.

Another new life started.

and my pass is stepping away far from me.

Take care.

the whether is nice today.

enjoy

完美并不完美。

完美并不完美。
原来我一点也不是想象的坚强。
只不过平时爱装的坚强，
到头来，每个人都以为我不会有伤心的一天。
在我不开心的时候，又有谁会知道，
就算知道了，又有谁会来安慰？

这个世界，对我来说，再也没有意义。
因为我身边的人，
不断的一个一个离开我。
我能控制么？
那我要怎样改变？

今天一个人在外面吃晚餐，
坐在角落的一个人。
我真的觉得自己很一个人。
我真的不想一个人。
我很想知道世界上还有没有关心我的人？
今天晚上，我哭了很久。
脑海不断的在想，谁会出现。
我知道是不可能有人的。

也许我的性格真的很有问题。
其实我是个好人，是个普通人。
享有一个很了解我的人，
等了十八年，我还是如此。

我知道我不是最可怜的，
因为世界上还有很多人比我不幸。
那我宁愿曾经不幸过，
那现在的我，应该会很开心。

终于感受到了，
when you are happy, the world will smile tgt with you.
But when you cry, u cry alone.
那老天爷给我选择的机会，
我宁愿从来都感受不到快乐，
那我就不会知道什么是伤心。

我再也不会期望太多，
原来高高跌下来的感觉，
真的很痛，很痛。

我做人对自己的要求，
其实一点也不重要。
假如世界配合不了你，
我永远都不会成功。
是时候学习如何配合这个世界。
明白世界要的是什么，
而做什么出来。

日子一天一天的过，
到死的那一天，
不知道如何对自己交待。
原来我真的很喜欢许榕惠。
原来我最想得到是他的关心，
在我哭的时候，他会在我身边。

我不会再说自己想要什么或想做什么。
因为很多人会觉得我傻的。
可能也不会有人去听。
那我也不想再说了。
我的人生就这样。
开心与不开心，日子一样过。

如果朋友们不得空，身边的亲人不得空。
我愿意再次一个人去戏院甚至歌房。
我永远是被上帝操控的人类。
我看开了。

晚安 地球人

人生没有完美的结局！

这个夜晚，我觉得很充实。
我好久没有用手写字了，
知从spm完毕以后。
一直在用电脑，
也忘记了自己的字体是怎样的。
好久没有deadline的感觉。
没有功课要交。
可是今天终于感觉到了，
我要帮忙榕惠完成他去香港比赛的作品。
榕惠，支持你哦。
一定要完成你自己的梦想。

你不需要读会计，商业才帮得上我忙。
因为你的鼓励，就是我每一天的动力。
知道么？

很多东西，我暂停了很久。
我自行给了自己一个很长的假期。
我的假期多两个星期就要结束了。
我很期待重新的感觉。
他让我感觉很新鲜。
在这新的开始，一切都不能向以前一样。

不管以前的我是聪明，笨蛋。
一切都已过去了。
下一个天亮，才是我要奋斗的方向。

最近我都没有在工作了，
我赚的钱，停了。
终于明白什么是手停口停了。

一直以为自己有多么的厉害，
其实还只不过如此。
我被胜利冲破头脑了，
因为自己的好胜心蒙掉了自己的眼睛。
我做人是有信心，
不能肯定每一件事情都可以做得很好，
可是，我会尽力去做。

有时候我不应该给自己太多的压力，
我自己想得太多，
就算躺着在床上，也很难入睡。
很想把自己做到最好，
可是偏偏现在就是很烂。
是时候让自己好好的睡一觉了。

每个人都有自己的梦想。
我的梦想，就是实现梦想。
残废人士都可以参加奥运，
那我们正常人还有什么事不能？
we can be more!

晚安地球人。
晚安小榕惠。
我的睡美人要好好休息了。
起床记得找外星人。

今天的心情怪怪的。
我开始安静起来了。
不知道要说什么。
也不懂该说些什么。
每当我不开心的时候，
我都不知道可以找谁陪我聊天。
好多好多心事想说。
很想痛快的大哭一场。

刚刚在想，其实这个世界还有多少关心我的人。
想来想去想不通。
又在想，曾关心过我的人，现在呢？
感觉时间就是很短暂，
我真的很珍惜对我好的人。
有的时候我会很感动。
忘记了感动到哭的感觉是怎样的。

从来没有一个人可以很了解我。
因为有的时候就连我自己也不懂自己。
感觉每一天都戴着面具做人，
很不真实的生活。
很害怕自己会受到伤害。
一直控制着自己。
很害怕再也不会有很开心的一天。
老天也很喜欢和我开玩笑，
每当给了我一个希望，
就突然的把它拿走。

一开始没有期望，就不会失望。
我的内心世界很复杂。
我真的很不开心，
很想有人可以陪我聊天。

还记得以前我向碧琦发很大脾气，
因为我的脾气，他离开了我。
其实我以前是很紧张他，
所以才会这样。
那时候开始，我就和自己说要把坏脾气改掉。
也许不会有人喜欢我这样的人。
十个过来，也许走了九个。
我太傻了，一直以为自己很好，
回想看，其实我也不是什么好东西。

如果我撞车失忆了，
我就再也不需要管到底还有谁会理我。
不需要人家理。
什么都不需要。

唉~我不知道。
现在很想死掉，什么都不用管。
一开始我就不应该来到这个世界！
真的很不应该。

晚安地球人。

We are the couple.

` haha`

`

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I woke up pretty early at saturday.

Had have dim sum for breakfast with rong hui and ming wei.

That was my very first time of waking up early since spm ended.

haha

.

Then We went to KLCC pc fair.

accompany my dear shop arround there.

.

After that, we went to maison club.

Freaking much people there.

really people mountain people sea.

The beep make me feel bad.

It was not normal loud, is fuckin loud.

haiya, clubbing is like that one.

.

Overnight at my dear home.

We both sleep until 5pm in the next day.

having breakfast plus lunch at lesure mall old town.

haha

.

My daddy had already bought me a car.

Is for me drive to college next time.

Not bad even that's not a branded car.

cuz i'm just 18.

.

Malaysia make me feel bored.

any nice place intro?

shopping complex is damn bored except u got thing to buy.

other than this, what can entertain me?

No more party recently, no more event or function.

My life is going down down down.

I need some fun.

I need some people.

All my friends not free is because boss had bought their time.

They need to work for money.

.

I noticed if i am rich, I will not feel happy at all.

Because i got no one can share with.

But if i am fucking rich, i will be fucking happy.

because i can buy all my friend's time.

haha.

.

Haiz...Why can't I born rich?

.

Am listening to fm static, tonight. again.

I love this song.

It's not very special, but suit my feel.

.

suddenly like to wake up early everyday.

I love the morning sun.

Because it make me feel healthy.

haha.

.

is time to sleep. good night to everyone.

and I miss you my dear rong hui.

做人真难。
不知道，今天和榕惠吵架了。
对不起。
感觉我不懂得别人的心情。
我很自以为是，很自大，很自恋。
这些都是我的缺点。

我很想做个改变。
对自己太有自信，期望太高，
到后来只会让自己跌得更伤。
最近都感觉很累。
也不知道自己在做什么。
很慢无目的的走。
我觉得很失败。
有时候晚上也觉得自己很孤单。

真的不想去想太多，
很想睡醒就算。
我有种说不出来的感觉，
他让我觉得很悲，很累。
我很不开心。
没有原因的不开心。
可能是太久都没有真真的笑过了。
也忘了自然笑和开心的感觉是怎样的。

这些年来，不知道有谁曾陪过在我身边。
很不确定的到底谁是我的好朋友。
那我的未来呢？他又在那里？
我很lost啊~

榕惠，你是真的喜欢我么？
想说的是，我希望未来的日子你都会在。
很想与你分享我的下辈子一直到老。
我不知道这个愿望会不会实现。
但是我希望会。
不想你对我发脾气，
也不想和你吵架。
因为我很害怕这样会让你离开我。
我只希望开开心心的一起过日子。
我不敢期望太高，
可是我就是情不自禁的想得到这一切。

如果这个世界只有一种人，你说多好。
我们真的性格不合么？
不懂，这句话很伤人。
因为在我的字典里，从来不会有这一句话。
这些都是想分开的理由。
根本是废话！
从来就没有人的性格可以百分百的合在一起。
只要你是真心喜欢那个人，你就会包容他。
在包容他的过程，你一点也不觉得委屈。
重点是，你看到她开心，你就自然会开心。
所以阿，两个人在一起，
要说的只有开心和不开心，
从来就没有和不合得来。
在一起需要千万个理由。
可是分开，只需要一个理由就够了。
这个就是爱情的最高境界。
所以台湾才会有那么多情歌推出。
也能销售的那么好。

我希望我能够和喜欢的人一起开开心心。
互相迁就也不会感觉到委屈的那种。
这样你想要维持多久，由你控制。
因为这样就好幸福拉，
分手这两个字眼也会离我们很远很远，
甚至看不见，也记不了，什么叫做分手。
因为我们每一天只看见另外的两个字，
幸福，或开心。

榕惠，我爱你。
不知道你怎样想呢？

请读者别怪我写那么多情情踏踏的东西。
我也不想的。让你们肉麻了一下。
可是本少就是正谈恋爱中啊。
所以有所感触。
别见怪。
谢谢

可能我写这些东西是一厢情愿，
但是发自内心，
不找个通道发泄，
我会睡不着。
晚安。

What I really want is hold you tight.

Berry koh. can I ?

make it happen

Hello guys.

Am not serious to bloggin recently.

Feeling like not in mood.

I just came back from singapore, it's not long.

By the way, my sister yeeni will visit me again.

She will meet me up next week from singapore.

I'm here waiting for her with her dear boy friend.

I have never see her boy friend arround.

This will be a good chance to meet up her little boy.

Yes, something I want to say.

I hold rong hui's hand tight.

I miss her suddenly in the night.

My life is so wonderful and colorful.

Good things all coming toward me in this year.

I think this year gonna be a good good year.

College start soon.

PC fair accept me.

UCSI accept me.

Berry accept me.

Questnet accept me.

I got it all.

im satisfied but not at all.

cuz i still got my dream.

Thanks for my parents.

they are working freaking hard to earn money.

daddy gonna buy me a car soon,

he told me, cuz I need it to school.

But I dun ever know when I can get it.

parents need to pay me money for school fee.

daddy said will sub me a credit card maybe after this year.

they give me all.

But I know I shouldn't get everything from them.

im already 18, not a kids.

everything I need should depand on myself.

all the things I want should find if by myself.

Cuz im not a rubbish.

I know I shoud do well.

Money make me crazy.

it make me wanna study well.

it make me feel terrible when im still doing ntg here.

Can I share my dream here?

I want a latest sport car in the future.

I want to have my own company in the future.

I want to have my own house with perfect design in the future.

I want to have a lot of best friends to support me in the future.

I want to have a good partner when starting my own business.

I want to have an unlimited black credit card to buy all thing i want.

I want my parents have a healthy body and watching me to success.

I want to study until MBA if I really got the heart.

I want to have a perfect 10 wife in the future.

I want to have a lovely and good family in the future.

I want to show off to all my enemy in the future.

I want to travel arround the world in the future.

I want to retire young when I achieve financial freedom.

I want to be the famous guy in the future.

I want everyone respect me.

I want people accept all the thing i do.

LAST but not LEAST,

I want to make it happen~!!!!

This is what I really want in my future.

everybody have their dream,

But we should find a way out and make dream come true.

but how?

Hold it tight, chance will never ever wait u when u miss it.

this world got no smartest person,

But people who know how to cherish all the chance in his life,

he is the smartest.

To understand well urself,

Find a right stage to perform yourself.

shout out loud, we are not rubbish anymore.

haha, why im like giving a talk.

sry about that, my heard is burning fire.

the fire to make my engine start.

start to think right and make imposible turn to possible.

step by step

One day, the door of the world will open for me.

I will stand on the top and look to the beautiful city.

Are you with me?

Let's make it happen.

好拦翅系甘！

有D人好烂翅系甘！
我吊烂你啦。
你甘日系用么烂身份吊七我？
大烂过我就系大烂晒？
你烂就大！

我就系吾拦爽9你！
我就系吾拦识9你！
我就系吾拦知，因为你无拦知！

真系吾明白点解总要同你同校。
我diu!
见都你真系想打7你啊妈，
好想问9你啊妈当年做爱系吾系做的好烂爽，
生左你你件垃圾出来。

无系我面前做到好翅系甘！！！
mother fucker...

You are naturally fucker!
你天生会做爱！！！
你被狗叼啦含家岭！

diu你晒9我精神，
全家被狗叼啦。

good your mother fucker night!

NAH~~~~!!!!!凸！！！

I dun really know what is happening.

actually im not a good guy at all.
or maybe im really a bad guy.
ofcourse if someone is hate me,
can leave me alone.
I will not care about it.

Thanks for those guys who still beside me.
I will try to do my very best to give happiness for all.

Life still need to goes,
I should be awake right now.
Let's GO~

I have done my passport problem.
I have done the tickets problem.

Yeeni, I am coming over to ur place.
That's will be a fairytale when I see you.
I miss the days we spent together.
I miss the way I walk with you.
I miss the things we do together.
and I miss all about you.
You are just like my sister,
a very good sister who always take care of me.
even you are just my pretty cousin.

I will be there to meet up my brother.
I am looking forward for my singapore trip.

Berry's test, Wish you all the best.

A very first time I go to singapore alone with my friends.
Great experience.
My Holidays is going to finish after I return back to KL.
This is a FUCK

Woke up pretty early in the morning.
Daddy and mummy fetched me to school for taking result.
I were stress in the moment.
Had breakfast with my dad and mum near by my high school.

Walking arround the school by doing ntg.
Result come out at 10,30 .
I were waiting my classmate finish their exam.
Then take result together.
Thanks god, I got a result which i need.
Happy and is time to prepare and register college.

Is Time to plan how my life goes after this month.
cheque will be coming out soon.
and singapore trip will be make at next week.
Melaka trip, hope can meet my mr francis there.
many stuffs need to buy.
many things need to do.
and many things need to plan.

But im really really happy today.
Because I know I am the lucky one.
Really thanks god~

Friends, congratulation to you guys.
Hope that all of you can have a great graduate year.

I want to show you what is long term investment.
My journey was just start by this year.
18 years old boy is going to make his dream come true.
I got the feeling, this will be a good good year.

Can you feel it?
the feeling is just like you sitting in the plane,
and you are going to fly~
You have to say goodbye to ur pass,
and say hello to ur future~

Result coming out.
How can a person grow up in a worst enviroment,
But success~
yeah,
althougt you are working hard, maybe you can't success.
But if you want to success, working hard is for sure~

Let's screem out loud to welcome our future~
haha~

那一天的天空，会是什么颜色？
那一天，我又要踏入校门了。
那一天，我的成绩新鲜出炉。

紧张的心情，其实也不算紧张。
可能是害怕，但也没有很~
可是我就是希望自己能够拿到好成绩。
已经忘记了当时的我付出了怎样多的努力，
而换来今天的成果。

不管结果如何，
希望自己，希望朋友，
都能够拿到自己满意的成绩单。
为大家和自己祈祷三分钟。

刚刚和rong hui一起。
载他回家了，他的车留在这里。
感觉她累了。

在想，如果会有那么一天，
我什么都拥有了，
朋友们还会在我身边吗？
那个时候，谁会陪我一起分享？
我毕业的那一天，除了同学，
还有谁会在呢?

未来真的看不见，
不知道我的未来还有多远，
也不知道未来的朋友还剩下几个。
我每一天的欢乐，都希望能和身边的人分享。
神啊，你觉得我是一个好人吗？
如果你觉得是，那可以让我做个快乐的人吗？

我会一步一步地实现我的梦想。
我会一天一天的长大，成熟点。
我会一年比一年进步，更生性。

人类，人生不是我们想象的长，
其实是比我们想象中来得短暂。
要活得有意义，最重要。

好了，太久没写了，我的作文应该很烂了。
哈哈。循中的朋友们，考试加油~

You make me~

Why You Always Like To Make Me Laugh.
HAHA, Actually is my joke too lame.
You Make me Miss You When I'm Alone.
You Make Me Wanna Talk With You.
You Make Me Feel Like Wanna Hug You.
You Just Like a Dream in my Life.
An Unforgettable dream.


I will remember what I had ever have.
All the happiness will hide in my heart forever.

My Life is just like a roller coster.
Up and down and down and up~

I really Hope that I can achieve all the things which I want.
Even god tell me my life has only 3 more years to go.
What I need is Life experience.
I want to be somebody I want.

Because I want to prove that I'm still alive.
I am not a death body in the world,

I will try everything which can bring me up to the way of success.
I will do everything which can make me feel happy everyday.
18 years old boy is going to find a way out.

I miss someone in this night.
I really can't control my mind.
You really make me feel so cool~

Berry~
She came to find me this morning.
We watched angelababy's movie.

After that, she had to go back home for preparing her next dating.
With her V loon at Pavilion for Alice in wonderland.

Suddenly got hungry in the afternoon.
I had have my lunch with ming wei again.

After lunch he need to meet up somebody for doing something important.
I walked arround popular and looking for some books.
Alone in the popular and doing nothing for it.

Finally, im home now.
My life is meaningless right now.
Shouldn't slow down my speed,
but rush for what?

Haha, ofcourse I know is rush for my future.
Planning to do something recently.
But I am still waiting for something important.
The thing will make me stand up and face all the challenging in my life.
But what is that? secret~ haha

will be going to singapore with friends in this month.
Will visit my brother there and my elder beautiful cousin.
Spm result will be out at next week.
stress man~ can I go for fun without any trouble?
Im lost~ haha

I want happy,
I want love,
I want girl,
I want money,
I want cool,
I want nice,
I want healthy,

and I know you want me~!!!

happy day

Haha, what's an awesome day i have today~
woke up pretty earlier in the morning,
Just because wanna accompany whye return school to do something important.
After that, had a hi tea at somewhere,
Then we went to find berry and one of her friend for lunch.
Good~ But someone said that im not gentlement.
huiyor~ enough lar....dun like this word~

Then berry fetch me back home,
whye went to apple again...
After whye finished his game,
he called me to a park which near by my house.

Me and berry went there and meet him.
I can't see properly where the hell he been.
actually he was sitting on the top of the play ground
Dangerous yet fun and excited.

We dance at the play ground,
we break dance, we learned MJ.
we did a lot of funny action...
we played as a monkey...
That was really monkey~ haha

Berry first time play with me like that,
the feel was just like fairytale
and I enjoy the moment together with them.

Opps, almost forget the most important part ...
Today I went to pavilion,
when im walking I saw one of my primary school friend walking toward me.
I holded her hand in the moment and she was just shock~
Because she talking with her cell phone and couldn't see me at all.
Just asked her where are u going with ur friend?
suddenly her friend ask me and my primary school friend take a picture.
this is so cool and cute....
I can imagine this is really cute...
what's a special stranger and suddenly ask for a pic.
I was stunt for a sec and then took picture with my friend.
The moment was just like MV...haha...

I feel good...I love it....

haha...girl, you are special~

08，s1c5

08, 高一商五。

我们，过了一年的今天，再次聚会。

原来商五still alive~~!!!

哈哈

我真的觉得很高兴，

日本回来的阿进，变了许多。

现在还留着在循中的，不多。

我已经把08，商五当作是我的毕业班级。

那一天晚上，大家都很开心的聚在一起。

大家都忙着拍照。

可能经过这一次，又要在等多一年了。

我们大家都有了各自的生活，

大家的生活圈子都大了，

看得多了，学得也多了。

可是当我们聚在一起时，还是疯狂的我们。

我不会忘记这个班，

还有你们！！！

请记住，我喜欢你们，真心的那个。

哈哈。

大家应该为自己的人生起跑了。

回到日本的进，要保重。

我也快要上课了，

之后的我可能也不会在马来西亚了。

加油哦~

昨天我去一家餐厅应征，
是我朋友不断的叫我去的。
一进到去，环境不错，
一旦坐下来，破坏，真的破坏完了。
就是因为桌子上放餐具的那个东西，
感觉好像在大排档一样。
设计得多美都好，如果不把那个东西换掉，
我写保单，一定很难留着顾客。
我看到都没有mood了。

算了吧。

我的审美观还是跟随着，
不管到了那里，美的东西，我永远不会抓不到。
哈哈

later am going out wiht JIN...
maybe overnight at his place.
tmr gathering...