what the hell

!@#$%^&*()@#$%^&*()@#$%^&*()@#$%
What the hell....what the fuck.....
what god give me? what have I did?
shit and shit.....

wei...I really got study last night geh....
I really got do account last night...
I do my account until 3 o'clock...
why i get finally? I get fail!!!
what the hell....
I first time fail my account....
No need teacher say I also know sure fail once.

I make wrong desicion......I should not come today...
Yesterday I had skip my chinese exam...
because I'm not feeling well...
I got the MC...and I can no need go school to exam today.
why I so stupid? why i want to come?
If I dun come, I can use back the marks of midterm exam.
why I so stupid????
If i dun come, this 2 day I can only focus to read my history...
I study hard not study smart.....

Hey, I really don't understand...I had memorize all the things,
but when I go inside the classroom...
all the things which i memorize suddenly dissapear.
they was lost......

what the hell.....
yes, this time, im not very confidence....
I know I fail many subject.....fuck....

You guys....I know u guys can get well marks than me...
please dun laugh me.....DON"T
I SAY DON'T.....FUCKER....
dun laugh me.....
ma chao hai....

I know people will fail one time in his life....
but not always....
I believe I can do it finally.....
I believe......................................................

Don't call me rubbish....if I fail all the chance that I get...
I will kill myself and no need u guys say.......
I don't want to be a rubbish.........
next time.....give me one more chance....

I wanna give up all the subject....but i dunwan...
history, I want to give up....
But I cant.....I cant do such thing........

although I will take spm leave...
I dunwan let people say me because I cant upgrate to senior 3 only take spm leave.
I just want to prove it for myself....