Friday, July 31, 2009
Pls dun miss me....
Time pass really fast...end of the year will be coming soon.
I had cut my hair just now...
Cuz I could'nt bear that people keep laughing for my stupid hair style.
This few days, I were so close with you.
Did you feel happy? hehe....
Make so many people misunderstand us...
But I still enjoy the life like this...how about you...
do you hope all of this can become truth?
haha.......dun answer me the same thing again pls.
We just look like a couple....I love this sentence.
I am just doing what I love....Human pls do not disturb okay?
I have done all my thing finally,
Now is time put effort on my study.
But the main point is, I really dunno where to begin.
I'm wondering... ...cuz i have a long time din listen what's teacher explaninig in the class.
I usually sleep in the class...it has already become my habit.
My bad habit....It's hard to change....
I am so boring right now... who can help me???
Last night, I click joyyie's blog...
and I saw the same topic again...
She lost her phone again.....5 time already.
I have no comment and I just feel dissapointed...
You were you...and it could'nt be change...
You have no more any relation ship with me,
Am I lucky or u bad luck???
I just want to say, take care urself...
Dun simply say something that u cant achieve...
U have broke ur promised finally.
ABSURD
Tomorrow...my lovely saturday again.
I need to plan something to do.
PC fair is going to held in KLCC' hall tomorrow.
My fren told me....Is that real?
I am looking for a professional camera...
Should I go there to have a look?
Time just blocking my way...see the situation.
HEY...GIRL WHO MISS ME....GOOd NIGHT.
Pls Dun miss me...Pls love me..
End up the page on friday night,
in 2009, on the end of this month, JULY.
Have a nice day.
Thursday, July 30, 2009
I drive back to my home
Wednesday, July 29, 2009
Sport days
Finally, We had officialy finished our school's sport days of 2009.
Ntg special today, I lose all the running competition.
But I was shock, s2c4's cheering-team were did a good performance to us.
I felt proud that I am a part of them.
Lot of old friends came back to visit us, include joyyie.
I saw her, but she was hiding me and I knew.
so I decided not to find her anymore....whatever...i dun care.
need to say sry to someone, many people misunderstanding us,
I know what's going on......
Don't know la, if U felt any uncomfortable, should tell me and I will change without hesitation.
sorry again....
Hey people, dun be silly and sohai okay?
I am not that what u see...Dun always tell me love love love...
or something like kao lui.....fuck you.....I just do what I love...
do not disturb please...
ya, thank you.. this 3 days i felt happy...thank you my friends and a good accompanier.
time passed really fast...all of it was pass.....became pass tense.
After that, is time to concentrate in school...
Tomorrow will be learning driving...it is too terrified...hope will not happen any accident.
Human, pls do not say something which make me feel uneasy again...
HALT......You guys know my temper?
Dun keep asking me the same question, I will not answer any more.....except You WANT to GET "DIU"
I almost forget....really appreaciated JUN HONG AND RONG BIN.
I could'nt Moved my legs today, You guys really helped me very well.
I was so touching that you guys still carring me while u were tired.
Thank you very very much......Buddy and good partner.
is time to end up my page, feeling tired, hope to slp earlier.
GD Night Human In the EARTH...Sleep tight and nice dream.
Tuesday, July 28, 2009
2nd sport day
okay, It finish.
sry qing fang, today could'nt accompany u to LrT,
but i promise tmr..haha...
eii....miss u wor....gd nite...haha
Monday, July 27, 2009
first day of sport day
Saturday, July 25, 2009
crazy
I finally had achieve my target....
I'm very very tiring right now...
cuz I din slp last night, even with a minute.
I sit in front of the laptop and done all my things.
Yes, I success.
First time looking the sky changing to white.
the sunshine came out with a wonderful morning.
I breath stronger and stronger.
yes, I had a nice day.
hey guys, are u still waiting for me?
I am going to drive, look forward guys.
went back to school to find my friend a 12 left,
dated the girl to time square for having meals.
returned back to school for waiting our Tsun Jin Idol start.
laugh all the way while watching the competition.
owh, here to say sry, I could'nt control the volume of my laugh.
because you guys are really very funny....
erm, but I really support feng sheng and yoke ting in the game,
esspecially yoke ting, you really did a good job, well done girl.
I think u should treat me for a meal cuz I absent still return school for enjoying ur show.
are you feeling proud? Yes, U sure "are"!
6pm left, qing fang is time to back...
For me, of course must must must accompany her all the way to pudu,
although there still had 2 of my fren following.
passed the ball to shanginn while we arrived pudu Lrt.
bern leen follow me to lesure mall...
7pm left, My tuition.....
walau eii....what's a funny people inside the centre?
we laugh all the way and we really did not pay any attention on study.
All of them are thinking how to create their own magic,
Include me....but my magic skill is real one k?
after that, we pool again.....
I could'nt aim probaly to the white ball,
maybe I have no enough rest.
back to home, ASTRO 新秀大赛。
I watch until sleep....i dunwan care who is champion already,
cuz I am not interested.
I am just interested for sleeping.
I am passion for sleeping....
haha....I want to slp I want to slp....
I miss u I miss u....
You guess who..?
shhhhh~ haha......
stop with a crazy mood.........
Friday, July 24, 2009
I found back my soul
我突然好想你,我自己一个人的。
我觉得很舒服,我累了,得到休息,
这真的是很满足。我爱上了睡眠。
今天,我的电话不断地响。
很开心地说,朋友回来了。
我生气的几分钟,她和我分开,
竟然不知道自己错在那里,
更当我是不懂什么东西。
我顿时生气了起来,我很想和他说,
这一切的一切,到底是为什么?
我做错了吗?还是这一切都在你的计划中?
我遇见了,我不想让你看见。
我不想再往前走,我决定了。
bryan,我曾经得好朋友,我突然遇见回他。
我们俩个人,若无其事的,谈天起来。
一切,很像一场梦。我们四个人,被命运主宰。
一切回到了原点。the truth that you left!
I found back bryan but I lost her.
这个梦,维持了差不多一年。
我突然觉得,这一切都好像注定的。
我应该开心,还是伤心?
今天,我是不是过分了?
我是不是说错话了?
为什么我突然会说出一些酱的话?
CF,不要介意我不经大脑的话。
我还是很想和你有说有笑的。
今天未能去学校,对不起。
我几时开始那么在意你的存在?
也许,我真的很珍惜这份友情。
不要把我当成另一个人!
我还是我。
说实在的,我什么都不想去想了。
我只想好好的,完成我要做的东西。
这是我的心愿。我不希望被其他事情阻碍我。
有失必有得,我相信你。不要骗我。
原来,恋爱,不是我一直寻找的东西。
原来,我一点也不希罕谈恋爱。
我很享受现在的我,我需要女生的关心,
我可以找他们。
我需要兄弟的支持,我也可以去找他们。
那不是很好吗?
找我喜欢找的人,和我喜欢找的人谈天。
和我需要的人讲话,和我想见的人约会。
没有了恋爱,这就是我的收获。
我自由自在的寻找我要的快乐。
这些天,我真的遇回了很多朋友,
这是上天安慰我的礼物吗?
朋友,你们真得很重要。
我真地对你们每一个都那么专一的。
不要说我花心,我对每个朋友都是专一的,
不管是男的还是女的,我都爱你们。
一切回到原点,我真的找回了自己。
我的灵魂回归了。
明天的我,很多活动。
一早就要起来,可能一直到晚上。
满期待的一天。
你们要记得,我真的是好人。
我对每个都可以是一样好的。
和我说话,和我谈天。
Thursday, July 23, 2009
I need a rest, I need to complete my things.
I need to let my brain stop working.
I'm really tired...
sry wor qing fang, I cannot accompany u,
dun care me 1 week is it? hehe...good idea.
Haiz, really dunno what's going on with me.
I don't know what I am thinking now.
I'm legally single...but I don't felt it is a matter.
it passed, stop thinking about it.
maybe it will be the good way for me,
maybe I really are not suitable to stay in this kind of life.
I need to find back my soul, my mind and myself.
Tuesday, July 21, 2009
俊威,rest in peace
Sunday, July 19, 2009
Saturday, July 18, 2009
Dissappear In My Life
I Love IT...我喜欢这一句。
她和鸡屎从此不再我的记忆里。
我也不再出现在他们的生活中。
我们不曾认识过。我们从此是陌生人。
初中的3年,维持了3年。得不到成果,
我还以为能留下回忆。
但是,我现在要把我的脑洗得干干净净。
3年的时间,我只能说换来的不是回忆,更不是成果,而是空白。
我们达成了最后的协议,大家都认同了,那就成交。
我的电话号码,再也没有你名字的出现,脑袋更是没有。
怎样都好,我还是祝福你们的。。。
各自寻找各自的生活吧。不见~
今天作了一件傻事,我竟然为了朋友出头。
我是在出风头还是这应该称为义气?
祖儿,你让我太失望了。
我做了那么多,最后换来的是一句不信任。
她的朋友竟在背后火上加油,自造传言?
你的目的是什么我不想知道。
有人竟然说我和“珈”有关系。
还说我在学校和他很亲密。
事实,“珈”是属于我班上的一位朋友的。
我们是亿万个不可能。
我希望我听到的东西只能到这里。
you are a losser? So what I am?
I'm headache now...really pain.
what a trouble was that?
你这样只会让你同时失去两个对你好的人。
一万个对不起,我再也不想听了。
我问心无愧地说,你错了!
明天会更好,我期待我的明天。
Have A nice day.......good night.
Friday, July 17, 2009
乱写
那个joyyie,我真得不知道要对他说什么。
真的是很有问题,很有问题。
可以检讨下吗?
我很肯定地和你说,我没有做错什么。
不要莫名其妙的对我发脾气。
够!我需要冷静。
总之你记得哦,Ken Fong是不会勉强你做任何事的。
你开心就好咯,好不好。
我不想说叻,我真得很累了。
祖儿姐,如果你真的有话想对我说,记得call我。
不要在msn找我,我不会24小是对着电脑的,
就算我不用电脑,也不代表我要关电脑。
ok 吗? 满意吗? 记得,我都没有对你怎样,请别发我脾气。
还有哦,我不想再听到“对不起”了。心昭啦。好吗?
最近一直给人骂,不懂做什么。
清芳和我说有人说我坏话,那个人一定是妒嫉我。
虽然我都不把它放在心,可是,够了啦。
请问一下,我的声音如何?
可以不要在批评我的声音吗?
我很满意叻,不觉得很特别的咩?
世界上有多少个人有?cheh...
不懂得欣赏的人,pls excuse~
声音像女生,不代表我不man.
其实,我也有我很man的一面的。
呵呵。好东西,当然是久久才能看见一次的啦。
嗯,在这里顺便提一下,
今天告白事件轰动全校。
jia yi,我们的女主角。
光荣还是鱼,你自己觉得吧。
蛮cool下的,不过给人笑咯。呵呵。
借这个机会,清芳,我不能陪你买包包了。
原来下个星期六,我们的最佳人气男主角-风生,
tsun jin idol 比赛。 我们都要支持支持。
希望现场能体会到如演唱会般的欢呼声。加油。
我最近爱上了我自己,许多的。
我决定,毕业后,color白色的头发。
我喜欢外国人的风格。
对不起地说声,我还很怀念08高一商五。
离开了我的朋友,你们还过得好吗?
最近在班上,都很静,很少换位。
和以前常喜爱玩和换位的我,相差超大。
商四的同学,给我的感觉完全不同。
其你你们都很好。加油。
明天星期六,我很喜欢的一天。
以前的我很喜欢在星期六出去,
现在反而很喜欢留在家睡个饱,
真得很满足,你也试下好吗?
我顿时爱上我的家,我很喜欢回家的感觉。
想怎样就怎样,真得很舒服。
有人说我的样子很lan si...有人说我走路很有节奏感。
告诉你们哦,我一点也不lan si的。真的。
我这种叫做走路有信心。不是lan si
但是也不叫做自恋哦,
应该要说,我只是不自卑。
我的样子,我走路的姿态,是我一生出来就这样了。
嗯,不如这样,不满我的人,如果看见这片部落,
你们教下我怎样的样子才能不lan si。
怎样走路才是最正确。好不好?
如果给不到很好的意见,就不要讲我lan si.
你有本事,就lan si 过我啦。臭鸡北。
你妈妈的害洞是臭的是吗? 兰焦人物!
我算很冷静了。谢谢。
最近都很满足,我可以用华文叻。
不错不错。因为我偷了我姐姐的电脑。
人类,不要再惹我了,我是好人。
我不想用暴力解决事情。我想做个有文化的人。
我的粗口文化,是有朋友叫我的。
我们不能让粗口绝种,要不然,
将会有很多的连环杀手出现,
因为得不到适当的发泄,而造成了人格障碍。
好了,郭玉婷的solo 希望可以为商四争光。
我不能不支持你,谁叫你坐了我后面整年。
总之全部人都要为了自己的目标,
努力,努力,努力。
我知道我的态度和语气还有改进的空间,
我会尽量的,为了满足人类的要求,
我会尽量把自己的缺点改掉。
谢谢你们给的机会
晚安~ 地球人
Thursday, July 16, 2009
我的华文篇
我感觉很安全,没有了白天声音的打扰。
刚刚,对不起某位同学。
原来线上是感觉不到喜怒哀乐的。
我不知道你的心情,打扰了,对不起为我对你的总结。
当我在班上时,我习惯了。
我慢慢开始习惯了一个人的生活。
慢慢开始很自我,很喜欢自己。
我不想再依靠任何人了。
我尝试自己努力,自己等待成果。
以前和现在,改变真得如天跟地拟。
我不知道我自己改变了多少。
是好的还是坏的,我也分不清。
我觉得我的风格,思想,情绪,
比其他同学跨进了另一个阶段。
我参不了他们,我不配是他们的一群。
我尝试和他们混在一起,嘻嘻哈哈的。
没有错,我的却是开心过。
但这应该不是我想要的快乐吧。
从妈妈的肚子出来到现在,
我一直在寻找着一个我很信任的人,
可是,十七年了,我还是孤独的旅行。
我看见班上的同学,他们每天都过得很开心。
我问某位同学,明年你还会留下吗?
他回答说,可能会,可能不会。
会的原因就是想和朋友留下最完美的回忆。
我希望我也可以这样回答我的朋友。
我留下读高三,到底是为了什么?
我的答案是,读了酱多年,那就继续咯。
我从不羡慕我的朋友的校园生活,
我的确实没有他们如此的快乐。
但我觉得我平凡中,还是有我自己独特的一面。
可能我是被动的,我不肯走前去和朋友哈拉,
只相等待朋友走过来找我。我这样的性格,谁喜欢?
我也尝试过,可是我又很懒惰。哈哈
我的老师和我说,朋友需要时间经营的。
我也觉得。
所以,我会珍惜生命,更珍惜朋友。
应该说,珍惜我现在所拥有的一切。
我不是很快乐,但我也不伤心。
我的account.....balance吧?
我以前很喜欢热闹,现在喜欢静静的一个人。
两种都有其优点。
对我好的朋友,我不会看不见的。
我祝福我班上的每一位同学,和我身边的全部人,
你们都要比我幸福。晚安
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
I want
she asked me accompany her for taking dinner.
I din'nt reject and waited her at the bus stop.
Then we finally decided to take steamboat for our dinner.
Firstly, I stop her to take so much food.
I knew that she could'nt finish, But she din'nt listen at me.
She said if I can finish all the food on the table,
I no need pay any money and she treat me.
I ate as fast as possible as I can.
I really finish all the food which on the table.
She was ready to help me bill it.
Hehe~ but my stomach was really full.
I meant want to give back her money,
But I think I treat her back next time is better than it.
I should not waste her too much money...Haiz...
Erm, promise la...next time I sure will treat her back a square meal.
don't be afraid.
I hope jun hong were there,
But when yi hua said he was sleeping at home,
I felt dissapointed...cuz if he were there,
It will has much more happiness and joys.
Our teacher...I looked at him...I knew he was very down.
Don't know what we can do to comfort him.
But I knew he was stronger and he really love his students.
It is truth...
Last but not least...I want to be a good person.
I want to let everypeople like me...
I hope I can treat people good...
I could'nt comfirm what kind of person I am.
Am I bad or am I good? I don't know how my fren look at me.
But I just want to become a best person.......
I will try to treat all my fren good without any profit or benefit.
Because I don't need any benefit from u guys....
I just hope U guys can treat me with a truely heart.
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
Don't cry.
Monday, July 13, 2009
黑色星期一。
为什么不坚持到最后一秒?
全校的人都在等你,为什么你就不能努力?
大家都懂你在病床上奋斗的很厉害。
想不到我们却败给了死神。
短短的十五年,也许梦想都还没实现,
但我相信,你会在天堂过得很快了。
说不定,你能遇见Mcheal呢?
请原谅我的玩笑。
我不是很懂得表达,我们也不认识,
更对对方没有印象。
但我们都是很关心你的。
你走之前,你已经得到了大家的祝福。
我们都曾陪你努力,不需要再有遗憾。
一路顺风吧。
我们都很爱你。
如果你真得能看见,我希望你是开心的。
death...Life...? What kind of thing is that?
It can come so fast...It can pass so fast...
All of it are out of our expected.
Who know??? We don't have six sense...!
I will life meaningful in every "TODAY".
I WIll cherish my life now on....
AND I will Look forward for mine "tomorrow".
Friends, after the experience of this case...
Do you know what should you do now?
take care "zhang ming zhe"
we love you "zhang ming zhe"
we pray you "zhang ming zhe"
we are looking for you here....
Find ur paradise....oh paradise....
Hope u have a wonderful journey.....
REST IN PEACE....Love you....
关心你的某位同学..Tsun jin.
Sunday, July 12, 2009
SUNDAY's sunshine
but I felt satified...
I'm trying to enjoy my life...
Last night...or it should call today...
I keep watching drama until this morning 6:30am.
I woke up at 1:30am...
Took my Breakfast and lunch in the same time.
very very very Tired.
But I don't want to sleep.
Later will have a tuition.
Just now...one of my old friend - DickSon ChAi.
He send me his own song which he made to all of his friend who graduate together with him.
I really love his style...
He got his own style and his life seem like very colorful.
After tuition, need to ask my parent take me to buy my new school's shoes.
Because Qing fang said my shoes very ugly.
I need to change because of her...
and I will use my old shoes to do my art work.
Teacher wanted us to design shoes.
haha...one stone kill two birds.
Erm...I decided to change cons...
I think there will have many people support right?
hahaha.
One more year...I will legally leave my secondary school life.
I'm thinking how will my life go in the future.
once 18 year old left me far.
But now...18 is really near toward me.
Once I don't know what course should I take while Im stuying U.
But now...I should think a lot about my future life.
When I will die...When I will success?
anyway...I just hope to get a unlimited's happiness life.
Day after day...the world is keep changing everythings.
except changing...it's still changing.
friends...stay with me forever...
let me get a wonderful memory before I graduate.
Thank you
Friday, July 10, 2009
ON cLoud NinE
The both
we went out at 6 and we back at 11.
first time out with them like crazy.
But we really get lots of joys.
we are best friends.
Thanks...hope we can make it next time.
just a simply page.
sry for my lazyness.
stop here k?
here to say sry to joyyie..make u angry...forgive me.