Typing With Sadness

Sometime, I'm thinking...

what I'm having now?

Yesterday, Today, Tomorrow.

How come the different could be so big?

I found back all the things and I finally lost all the things.

I holded somthing in my hand, but It can be drop or gone by a sec.

I can't fight with god.

He always is the winner and I always is the losser.

It is really unfair to me.

He control my whole life and I just can follow his step.

I was as sad as despair.

I'm moodly.

what's going on with me?

I just can't sleep tonight.

She, I told her all,

Finally I Just got back a words - Good night.

said "she".

HAIZ!

What an unlucky day?

Please beat me.

Please scold me.

Please punish me.

I'm getting lonely.

I saw everypeople life as happy as lark,

Why I can't.

U saw me laugh as usual?

But am I really happy?

I'm not really happy.

I suddenly wish to travel.

I want to step under a blue sky.

I need sunshine.

Every morning I should smile with everyone,

every noon I should say bye bye to everyone.

and every night, My real mood will come out.

I sleep on my bed and think over and over.

Why no people send me a msg and say good night to me?

Am I still alive?

OR I already forever dissapear in your heart?

How many friends I still having now?

I know you are here but I can't heard ur comfort.

Micheal jackson...U're not alone,

But now I'm really alone without ur "you're not alone".

I always fail.

And I always can't achieve.

I want to tell u all my feeling,

who are seeing my blog now?

Do you know what the situation of me now?

I really want to sleep and want to dream.

But I can'T.

Here to Wish Both of My friends Can Life Happily.

The Truth U leave.

Here to WisH One Of My ClassMate Can fiNd His true Love.

GooD NiGhT,

HuMaN iN tHe EarTh.

TypIng with sadness.