Swine Influenza

Now when we open the news paper or watch the TV news,
All are discusting about the swine influenza.
Imform us becarful while we taking our meal...
esspecially do not eat swine meat...

After the scientific research, facts proved that the viruses is not come from swine.
I heard my teacher said, U.S.A is a technologically advanced country,
How will so dirty and so many virus?
I cant answer the question.

By my way, I guess the swine influenza not come from animal,
maybe it is a virus which research or made by the USA scienctist.
Why should they do that?
Because the movie of "L change the world"
The movie is talking about a women who wanted to kill all the unecessary people throughout the world.
So that she made the virus out and slowly pass throughout the world.
All the people was died because the virus.

For fact, after the financial storm, money is not enough for people.
therefore, they wanna make the virus and pass throughout the world...
If people less, then no need to share more money with other people.
Haha, My imagination is full...But I just guess.
Maybe it is truth.

mexico...already died a lot of people...
We should becareful too...
If u guys feeling bad or fever what else...
should go to see docter at once!
although malaysia still have no people infect on it.

I feel the world is going to end soon~

My girl friend is too good...she is strong...she is excellent...I love you

One more time...
I shout with joyyie sister...
HAIZ~
I can change my style...really...
But I need time...

I think I should really talk with her parents.
I don't want to get problem again.
I need to pay attention on my study.
I can't life like that...

Joyyie...I'm yours.
Trust me!!! I don't want you to cry again.
Actually I'm so care about you.
I will beside you to face all the obstacles together.
I am your boy friend.
I din'nt regret to stay with you...really...
Choose the thing you want.
I will always to be your supporter

Joyyie, you are not alone...
I am so sorry that I always din care about what you think.
I always live with my style.

I promise you, I can give you a perfect family.
ken fong can give you what u want.
believe me, trust me...

You don't think so much.
Don't care how ur parents treat you.
I'm man, I should solve all the problem.
Maybe dream leave me far.
But nevermind, without my dream, I still got you.
It would be worst to give up all the things because of you.

I can't selfish anymore...
I'm not single now...before what I want to do, I should think about u 1st.
because I LOVE YOU.
Do you know? I really love you.
I will protect you and wont let you get hurt.
You are not stupid, you are very clever you know?

I'm sure, you can have ur own perfect family in the future.
Stay to be happy.
Study hard, do well all the thing.
Don't matter what, I will not leave you alone except you don't love me.
Okay?

God will bless us...I believe...because we are not bad people.
we done right things.
Now we grow up already.
Problem will follow our age to become heavy.
But we need to learn how to face it and solve it.
I don't scared now...

I don't scared, because you are here.
I will study hard, start from now.
You too...

I just hope you can smile everday.
Love a person not only stay together,
I will love you dun matter where are you, how far you leave me.

Yes, you are very good , you are really a very best, excellent girl friend.
I must cherish you...
Must confidence...You are very good...
I dare to say, you are the most gooder girl friend in my list.
I never lie you...that is what my heart wanna say.

KEN FONG not a perfect person...
He just care his future...
But now, You are the only one VIP in my heart...future also.
I don't cry, because i got you.
Problem, just a small matter...
dun worry...

Life can be beautiful and yet it can be horrible,
just see how you look at it...

Change ur msn tittle la...
u should change "something good is going to happen to you".

Finally, I just want to say..."I LOVE YOU"

Let's get it start

Hehemm~I have done one of my art work...
Still have four picture waiting for me...
Hmm~ the feel come back already...

Haiz~ My math...I need to ask someone to teach me.
I really din't listen to teacher in the classroom.
I'm bad, but not all my fault...
Cause the enviroment, the sound and something make me can't concentrate.
I know I should not make excuse to myself again.
But I really care mt exam...I'm getting worry...
Regret is unnecessary...

After I have my homework to do...
I have my things to read...
Examination is coming soon...
should get start on study now...
Don't still staying at the same place...
I should move now....

GO GO GO!!!

Opp, I almost forget to say about joyyie...
Actually nothing special...
She just came back school to find me only.
And then accompanied me to take bus back to lesure mall.
Just a short time, she may back home early with her 2nd sister.

GOD....please let good luck come true...
THANK YOU...
GOD BLESS ME~
Let me know I'm not alone...

HELP...urgent

Thanks JiN...I'm fine now...
I so miss you..
examination is coming again...
Who can accompany me to study overnight without you?

Haiz~
Im kinda hate my mood now...
I meant have a good mood to study today...
Bad thing happened again toward me...
I don't want to care anymore...
Now I just want to learn how to treat myself better than other.
So I don't want to care anymore...
Just let hapiness go with me.

My art workload...too full...
Still have 5 picture have done yet...
who can help me?

Joyyie...Now give u a chance...
Help me to draw my picture...
I have no more time to do this kind of stupid art work already.

Reply me!!! as you can!!!

Crazy teacher...
He wanted me to participate the damn dancing competition...
Is chinese dance...look so old fashion...
How can I do that???
If not, he want me to be pengawas!!!
what the hell? I dunwan to choose!!!
I just want to choose doing ntg...please!

Im so busy...
Please Don't throw the trouble to me now!
It killing my time!!!
I'm getting stress...
Help me please~

what the hell is going on now?
Am I haven pay out my best as well as possible?
Don't know lar...
just something happen bad and toward to me...
All the bad luck come true...
Why don't it leave me far away?
Please dun follow my soul...
I hate you!!!

Examination is coming soon...
Don't ask me question.
And I may pay out all to face all the difficulity!!!
I don't wanna lose...
I'm not the losser....
Can I be the winner one time???

Now I know, Time is very important...
Time can let matter go smoothly...
Time enough can ready and do preparation for all the things.
But time is not enough for me...
I hope time can pass faster,
But I hope time can give me more...

Ken Fong~ there are many things waiting for you..
Urs scadule is full~

I dun even forget where is my way...
and what dream am I taking...
I just wanna achieve...
My College life, my university life, and my working life...

I'm just admired some of my friends who studying college now...
There are much more joy than now...
I don't wanna stay poor, so I wanna get the higher quality education.
Become a rich man......haha~ dreaming!!!

my lovely saturday

Saturday again...My lovely day in the whole week...
All my friends who left from tsun jin came back to watch the class singing competition.
2 ringgit for one ticket...
Actually it was very expensive...But 2 ringgit only...
I mean not the price...is the show...is that worth?
But some group gave a good show for us...
Ofcourse the champion in my heart is S2C4 lar!!!
They really done a good show...
they did nice than my expected.
I love them...We clap our hand and shout...
Damn is the principle was sitting in front of us...
He said us uncouth, uncultured....dun have well bred!!!
Because we shout loudly...
Hey~ student just wanna have fun...

japanese soldier, dragon cat, xian and some friends accompany me inside the assembly hall watch the show together.
After that...we went to "you ming tang" Hi tea...

I walked to pudu with my classmate around 4 o'clock...
Now I only now there is one of my classmate taking the same bus and going to the same way with me.
But i din't see him before while i taking bus back home.
We chat a lot in the bus...
talking about the examination, our future somthing.

Arrived home and rush to my room for a nap...
erm, actually I can 't use nap to describe...
Because I slept until 10 o'clock....haha~
Just felt tiring in the time...

oh...my life habit is bad!!!
now is midnight 2 o'clock...
always sleep in the afternoon till night and wake up to online at midnight...
Bad habit should be change...

feel good..

Hey...why no people leave comment to me already?
Nothing wanna tell me???
Hey...So hurt leh...
Do you guys know, the most bester feeling while I log in my blog is to see how many comment did I received...
But...dissapointed..."0" comment
Ok, nevermind, im not forcing you guys to comment me...
Im not that bad!!!...

Back to the topic of i'm going to talk...
Last night, my friends who was graduate from secondary school asked me to go out for celebrating xin ru's brithday.
Actually I haven promise them yet.
But finally, I promised them today.

Around 7 o'clock...I ready out from my home.
reached pandan jaya at 7;48 pm.
Rong hui and her boy fren (wei loon) came to fetch me.
Then we get out dinner there together.
We are six person with a table.

After finish our dinner, we went to rong hui house...
damn bigger than my house very much...
OH~ a "jaguar" parking inside her house...
BMW...TOYOTA...all is expensive cars.
What the hell...
Dreaming in that moment..
Inmagine all will be mine.
haha~~

We Sing K at upstairs.
in the beginning, no body wanna hold the mic because no body dare to sing.
woo~ So fish~
finally rong hui did the first...
and slowly slowly all of us strat to sang together.

Then...wei loon sent me back to my home...
Now, I just reached home.
And just now...something happened to me...
Joyyie call me and said her father wanna have a talke with me...
she passes the phone to his father...
we talked for a longer time.

I really can't get what her father wanna say to me.
Just told us to be friend like last time...
I told her father so many things and my point is right...
He really dun understand me...
still keep kidding with me...
her father just look like much more childish than me...
and im much more mature than him...
I'm was so serious to talked...
But he still play play like that...
UNCLE...i'm so sorry....you are so lame!!!

Normally, some parents who are very rich or not that poor,
also very smart and very mature or even know what is teenager thinking about.
they just a normal and a medium standard family...
Say something do not have point!!!
Their point is just wanted us to become friends...
I ask him, is that break up...
He answer..."NO"
he said not friend's "break up"...say we still can contact each other...
What the hell are u talking about...
I just reply....Friend will not "break up"
Only couple can use "break up" this two words....Not friends....
I'm confusing now because her family....
And his another selling point is "his experience is full than me"...
"EXPERIENCE" not the straignt and not the winner always...
I really cant comunicate with her father!!!
We are not the same channel...but the problem is because we are not the same channel that why we need to talk!!! do more comunication...

HAIZ~ Her father dated me out on this coming sunday...
whatever lar...

I'm not scaring any one even ur parent...
I just live with my style....
Nothing is i not dare to do...

Ok, i gonna slp now...
tomorrow still have class singing competition.
hey, S2C4....you guys....must add more more oil ar!!!
I will be the first fans and the always supporter althought I'm not participing.
Jia yi...you too....s1c2....oo...still have yi ching....
take care...

hanging out with friends

A must watch movie!!!

yesterday, I went to meet my old friends...they are studying college now.

I'm the latest come out from secondary.

so miss them....

We meant to go Pavilion for a movie.

Suddenly change destination to time square.

We watch the movie "He's just not that into you".

A nice movie with bringing some complicated and confuse's feeling.

Because you won't know who is the main character in the movie...

I'm so sorry because I ponteng!!!

Because some reason....I cant pay attention in school.

Okay....I had take some picture...

So let it talk to you.

when i'm hearing my phone...
Hey guys, dun worry...not to be true...
That just a wallet...
what the hell of wallet is that....
My friend bought once.

pei fen and ken fong!!!

hello..~ can u see me?

Am I look cool...

Ya...I know what u guys thinking...thanks

I'm laughing..

The another character...xin ru...

this photo not that nice...but

She look cute...but she already got boy friend...

dun think so much ha...hehe

Me again

Rong hui was trying the dress...

I'm helping her to see suit her or not...

I think still can be better...

that my story yesterday...

Bye bye....

I'm okay now

Thanks to some friends who still carring about me.
I'm Okay now...
I have recieved some msg from you guys...
It was too touching...
I can felt that I still have my friends.
You guys gave me energy...
And i suppose to do well all the things which there are waiting for me.
I cannot because something sad or unhappy to give up and stop doing all the thing that i need to done now.
I cant do that...becuase that just an excuse.
I need to life with happiness...
I believe that bad luck left and the good luck will come soon.
So i'm just looking forward for the good luck visit me.
Thanks all my friends...
I will keep smiling to you guys....
I should me stronger...
Joyyie...you too...must stay to be happy...
I'm just that into you...

stand up!!!!

Okay okay...I'm okay now...
I'm so sorry to everyone that I don't have go to school today!
Because yesterday happened something unhappy...
And I know if I go to study also cant pay attention...
JUst let me rest one day...

Ken Fong, please don't life Like that...
you are a man!!!

Actually joyyie don't want to break up with me...
But she just make me feel bad!!!
I will not trust her again...and anymore!!!

Now I should learn how to control myself...
I don't want to be a rubbish...
there are a lot of homework waiting for me...
And I sure must complete it.....

School examination is coming soon too....
Math, I din listen at all....
Must ask some friend to teach....
Book keeping too......Jun hong...can you teach me???
I need ur help....

conclusion, Love is not suitable for me...
I should learn how to life with myself....
I sure can find the another heaven.....
look forward!!!

Ken fong ... Ken fong...
don't loss to urself...
Do well do well.....

who still will support me?
nevermind....~

Now in the morning...
just woke up....woo~
erm....promise tomorrow will study...
I don;t want to let someone influence me again...
no no no.........

。

黄祖儿，布莱恩，黄凯儿。
你们都是大坏蛋。
你们都对我很坏。
布莱恩，你为了爱情，而放弃了我这个友情。
黄祖儿，值钱的诺言，一切都是骗人的。
我很后悔认识你们。
你们都是坏人。
我讨厌你们！！！

我冯家润，被你们玩够了。
我真的受够了。

我的下场，就是如此。
我对你们好，你们却这样对我。
你们给我的回忆，一切都是假的。
原来我和你们，根本看不见未来。
我的愚蠢，我的笨。

今天过后，我不再为你们流眼泪。
我们不再是朋友。
我们永远不要再见面。
我不想再次见到你们流眼泪。
你们的目的，达到了。
开心吧？

当初你们叫我和谁和谁一起，
今天你们毁掉当初的话！！！

我真得很孤单。
我的表面坚强。
我的内心脆弱。
你们伤害了我。
伤害了对你们最好的朋友。

我的命运，就是如此。
我玩完了。

我很像大哭一场。
朋友，我真的需要安慰。
我不想再谈第四次恋爱了。
我不想再被抛弃的四次。
我受够了。

我无法专心。
我得难受。我讨厌。
我很不想活！！！

我不再信任承诺。
我不再被骗！！！

以后就一个人的行李，
一个人旅行。
一个人孤单！！！

今天在告诉老天爷，
不要再玩我了。
为什么还要这样对我。
不要带我来这个世界。
可以选，我死了后，不再投胎。
我的灵魂，就游绕到世界末日。
停此一切折磨。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

hurt so bad

黄祖儿。
原来我真得很喜欢你，原来感觉不骗人的。
回想下，我们开始的地方，我们相识的日子。
很模糊却很清楚。
今天，我的心情，可以说出生到现在，
第二次最不开心的一天。
那种感觉，又回来了。
我真得很怕很怕。谁能够在我身边。
你给我看了你的日记，越看心越疼。
我很想停，不要逼我继续好吗？
你和我说，你的爸爸要你读好书，说你现在不适合谈恋爱。
很明显，你的爸爸是不想你和我一起。
以前润永在时，不见得你家人说这些话？
是我一直以来都在给你家人脸色看吗？
还是我的样子一直都很串？
真得很对不起，我的人就是这么样。
你的爸爸说，要我们站时做回朋友。
我接受不到，如果是你自己要，那我就接受。
爱情会影响学业，这是负面的。
为什么不能说，爱情给了动力搞好学业？
之前和你一起，为了你真的是有想过未来而有了动力。
我也曾经叫你努力读书。
为什么？因为我想你证明给你家人看，你和我一起也能考到成绩。
现在你说为了要考好成绩而暂时和我分手。
那就是说，和我一起是没有动力去做其他事咯？
那就是在证明你和我一起是错的？
之前我要你做的，你从来没把它放在心里。
我要你证明给他们看，到最后还是证明不到。
答案是我们无能！！！
你说你永远的男朋友只有我。
你说要等你毕业，在从新谈恋爱。
暂时先做会朋友。
对不起，冯家润做不到。
但我会成全你。
因为如果和你做会朋友，
我在其他男生的眼中，是同等。
他们可以模你，可以牵你手，我也没资格说他们。
做会朋友，我不懂再一次和你出街，应该牵你手，还是不该。
和你做会朋友，我不懂，当我流眼泪时，谁能安慰我。
做会朋友，一切都不同了。
现在我真得很孤单。
你说要我等你一年，一年内，你喜欢上了别人，
倒时我们的约定，也只是空白，我也没资格说你了。
你说你真得很爱我，我也是。
我认识没耐心的。。。
这种感觉，真得很痛，很痛。
我很想抽烟，很想有“它“陪。
我不想和其他男生同等资格。
我不会等你的，如果你想和我分手。
昨天，我才刚刚到数我们一起了几久。
到今天，4个月5天。
那今天后，我还要继续到数吗？
我真得很舍不得你，很爱你。
还记得吗？？？
年头我和你说，我今年犯太岁哦。
也说我的爱情运不好。
那天晚上，我在你家的楼台抱着你，
我说，我很怕。你就对我说，你无论如何都不会和我分手。
到现在，我不能不相信命运。
我曾经对自己说过，我不想再有第四个女朋友了，
黄祖儿，你可以是最后一个吗？
这一切都是命运。
如果时光可以重来，我不希望我们在一起过。
因为原来，现在真的很难受。
如果明年我真地走了，我和你不会在联络。
我搬出去，换电话号码。
因为我不想再记着不开心的东西。
我想重新生活。
我会成全你的，你想分手，那就分吧。
但，我不会和你暂时做朋友，没有暂时。
因为你了解我是敏感的人，
我很容易没有信心，对不起。
我信不过你。。。
如果你还爱我，那就挽回我，不要在伤害我。
如果你想结束，那我们就挂上永远的句号。
我做不到，也玩不起。

对不起。。。

现在的我，在电脑前哭得湿湿的。
我的眼泪真的忍不住了。
我真得很喜欢你。。。
我真得很孤单。

世界不是属于我的地方。
我不适合这世界。。。

黄祖儿，舍不得你~~~~

但是，还是再见吧。。。

say something to you.

Just when back home from school...today I'm very tired...at school was just wasting time.

haiz~...this few days also don't have the mood to study and pay attention!

Something is very trouble to me and actually it won't happen to me...

But still worry!!!

I don't have participate the choir competition already...

Because we sing such as a rubbish...

And comfirm cannot get any price...

I can see all of them are no mood and not interesting to sing...

Just because our teacher wanted us to participate!

But anyway, hope u guys good luck~

Joyyie ar, din go school again ar...

why so lazy jor? always slp late, like a pig la you....

erm...exam coming soon...

time pass so fast, but sometime feel the time passing slow...

Hope some happy time can pass slow, and sad time pass fast...

The world will be more colourful and happiness....

FCUK...french connection united kingdom

....
Don't show me the fucking attitude!!!
Dun because the fucking guy shout 9 with me!!!
You are not qualifucation!!!!

Don't do something I dun like...
And nobody can scold me!!!

If U wanna be with me...YOu must follow my style,
You should listen to my order!!!
dun matter what, EVEN ur parents, also cannot control you!!!!

One more time...
You want me to treat you good....can....
treat me better first....and listen to me....
I can let you choose what u want...
Just go a head....

No people force you to stay with me!!!
You can choose urself.....

Last, do not shout with me because some fucking guy,
Dun show me fucking attitude....
I tell you, I Dare to do something like horror!!!
Don't make me crazy!!!dun DO something you will regret!!!



Note: I'm so angry now...so sorry because about some rude word...
I'm still Ken Fong...just want to say somthing feeling bad in my heart!
one more time....sorry....

BORING

Wah~do you guys know what is "BORING"?
I'm feel boring all the minute...
OH mY GOD....help me can or not?

BORING is you do the same thing everyday, repeat over and over.
Hate study man!!!
Actually you want us study also give something interesting us lar!
But you don't!
Damn...just kill me...

I suddenly want to go back the tuition center to tuition which I was tuition at there when im form 1 or 2...
cuz there are very fun and the teacher at there is nice.
There have a very good enviroment...
So miss there!!!

haiz~ Today I just slept in the class...
I dunno what I need to do...
I lost my way...and no more energy to continue~

sushi with basket ball match...

Yo~today I went to school,
So many classmate told me that our basket ball competition on yesterday was lose!!!
haha~ nevermind, do as well as you guys can, is already enough!

The time pass so fast today.
We discussed to eat sushi king before play basket ball.
After school bell rang~
I quikly went to canteen, joyyie was waiting me at there.
She brought the sushi member card to us.
then, we rush to time square and wait sit.

In the first I decided to eat 20 plate.
But finally, me + joyyie ate 10 plate was already full.
Rm 30 only, very cheap...
next time I should make a member card and ready for the promotion next year.
Haha, cuz im passion for sushi!!!

Finish lunch, we rush back to school and make preparation for the basket ball.
S2C1 is a very stong team and enemy to us, even c2.
But nevermind, just a game....
The main team was s1c3, because we VS them!!!
haha~
yor~ actually we can win, but in the last min they threw in the ball.
We lose again...very dissapointed geh...
But seriously, I don't really mind it....because that just a game...
win also dun have cup to take la~
I don't felt shame about it...
Stupid qing fang, dun say so much thing to me ar!!!...

Erm, after that, I call my father come and fetch me and joyyie...
I was waiting my dad with joyyie outside the gate...
So so late.....

haiz~eii, people ask me don't wear spax,
without spax is much more nicer~...
Haha...laughing in my heart...shuuuuuu~

oo yes, one more thing,
today i chat with hui ying at the canteen,
pei yee ask me don't do like that...
she scared my girl will unhappy about that...
very funny, my joyyie dun mind geh...
because I always is the one who treat her super good good good....

baby joyyie, dun miss me wor...
after I cant sleep ar!!! hahahaha...
good nite baby, love you and miss you....
muakz~....and everyone, bye bye...

crazy teacher!

hmm~Today, an ordinary day again.
I try to do well all the things, but there are something blocking me.
I took the "red paper".
five malay homework doesn't passup!!!
Damn!! malay homeworks is always the most harder to let teacher sign,
you can say the teacher is crazy,
should have some day to scold people then only happy.
Nevermind...I don't mind what she had done to me.
I can control myself,
I don't wanna shout with her...
So, after school...I went to office to talk with the principle,
told him that teacher don't sign the green paper to me while I had complete my work.
He told me, try again and if still she don't only tell him again.
Okay....I try!!!
But I sure I will not stay back on thrusday, because not my fault!!!

Im not feeling well now, may rest more...
maybe will not go to study tomorrow...
stop here....bye bye everybody!!! ^^

responsible person...who?

Today I meant don't want to go school...
But principle need to cheak our class's homework,
no choice and should complete it today.
haiz~ so maybe after tomorrow,
done all the things,
I will consider to get holiday myself on wednesday...
really tired, and not feeling well too...
should take more rest for myself...

not feeling well also complete my works 1st,
how a responsible person am me...
hehe~...joke joke!!^^

OH MY GOD,
Now all the teacher thinking at the wrong way of me and Qing fang.
We have ntg!!!
But all my classmate just laugh us when teacher said us.
where should my face put...
I dun ever forget the most louder poeple who laugh me in that moment--peiyee.
okay, 1 more time, we have ntg, okay...
dun be some stupid people who misunderstand us.

joyyie...nitez~
so miss you, but cant see you...
that's the most sadness thing in the world!!!

such as meaningless life.

We lose...~ damn god!!!
原来我不行，今天的球赛，输了！
天啊！我的心情真得越来越糟了~
我的压力也随着年龄的数目而增多了。
我真的受够了！！！

学会里，我越来越没有地位了。
主席今天还骂我态度不好！！
不错，你们谁有了解过我？
没关系吧，你们想怎样就怎样。
反正我明年一定不会在是吉他学会了！
我对音乐，吉他，没兴趣了。
再见吧吉他，我们的缘分就只有那么两年，
你不适合我就是不适合我，等待更好的主人吧。

真得很想和希望有人可以在我感觉无助时安慰下我，
让我能够觉得我生存还有意义的，
让我有那么一点地感动，还有人支持！

今天谢谢祖儿，谢谢来支持我。
但我更希望你能在我需要你时出现。
不过，我懂很难，因为你的家！！！
让我们的距离越来越远。。。

在这电脑的世界里，真的感觉很自由。
因为这个空间就是属于我的，
没人干扰，没有现实的烦恼。

我真得很孤单，虽然我有她。
我真得很寂寞，虽然我有她。

我真希望快点结束中学，中学结束的那天起，
我答应自己，我要活得比任何人有意义。
我要从新开始，把一切的悲伤留在这里，
把快乐带出世界。

再见了。。。

孤单北半球，小男生，一个人的行李。

Midnight

Now, midnight...not feeling sleepy and can't sleep well.
I had did something wrong and hurt my baby.
Sorry, I should not scold ur sister even she present the bad attidute to you.
But I just want to protect you, but end up you was getting hurt by me.
Because of me, I think you will let ur parents scold...
so so so sorry.....and please stay to be happy...
begin now, u can find me if you need, and you can don't find me if you don't want.
I will respect you what you want to do.
I know parents is very important, you can't callenge with them because me,
because im not the one who is the very important person in ur life.
I am just the one who always accompany you when you get bored or you need carring.
sorry to baby, and I love you so much, will not to lost you in the future,
because you are very important to me.....

haiz~ tomorrow will have a basketball competition held by school.
I used to love playing basket ball since primary school.
I used to love all the sport...
But till now, i have already two years more din't touch the ball at all.
I already forget the basketball skill and how to play, even the rules.
But I think I can get back the feel while doing the competition.
They are too serious to play this game, at first I just think to play simply,
But, they influent me, I should be serious to do this competition.
Because I take two period more on this game.
They trust me, so I should not let them dissapointed on me.

Some people said I'm the genius of sport,
becasue i can simply participate a competition and simply win the campion.
But i know there are still many people can do well than me.
I'm not the genius!!!
please don't say like that....thanks

okay, i know tomorrow is going to play the match,
I still sleep late, energy will be lost.
so, I sleep now....good nite...
baby, love you so much, meet you in my dream.
muakz~

life without fren

我又来了，今天用姐姐电脑，
因此而有了华文字的出现。
首先，之前用英文，不是为了炫耀，
也许这途径能让语言更加进步。
我也想用国语啊，可是我懂我不行。

话说回来吧，今天的心情，找不出来。
不懂能说是开心还是伤心。
因为感觉好像有东西留在心中，
他很像个大石头在压着我。
很想拿出来，却找不到方法。

有些话突然很想说~
我的女朋友。。。
其实，我很想对你很好，
可是我对另一半的敏感，镇服不了。
可以说我不信任你，可以说我白痴。
我一直知道你对我都很好，我呢却不会做好。
我的脾气古怪，我的性格不平凡。
很多人对我的看法，只不过是个价值观的问题。
喜欢我的人，可以很了解我，很欣赏我。
但不喜欢我的人，可以莫名奇怪的讨厌我。
黄祖儿，家润不懂能说什么了~
只能说我是真心地对你。
你喜欢我可以继续，如果你再也忍受不了我，
我会祝福你，就算我难过。
你在我心里不是一个曾经被我抛弃过的女生，
你是一个幸福，不介意我的奇怪。
我爱你！！！

朋友，我到底还有没有朋友？
其实答案已经很明显的告诉了自己，
对我好的朋友，已经一个一个的慢慢离开我。
布莱恩，进，坤祥，哲河，俊峰。。。其他。。。
虽然我知道还能找他们，但距离就是存在。
我该如何面对？
剩下给我的，就只有回忆。。。

真得很对不起，明年我真的不想留下了。
可能我不会走，但我真得很想走。
我不想再一个人上学了。

表面上，我是很多朋友（在学校）
但其实那所谓的朋友，都谈不进更深入的话题。
每一天只能与他们玩，但到头来我又得到些什么？
他们与我，都只不过是在班上闷时想找人陪的东西。
不会问到我们以后的未来。。。
我开始乱了自己的话。

班上，我知道有谋人讨厌我，我不说出来。
快结束中学了，我也不想再玩什么分派游戏了。
停了好么？

我不管别人在背后怎样说我，我只走我自己的生活方式。
回想回去，我的人生经验其实蛮丰富的。
每当我去到一个新环境，都很受他们的欢迎的。
但后来朋友也会慢慢少去。
如一年级时，很多人很照顾我。
六年级换了新班，谁不认识我冯家润？
到了初一，认识了一群好友。
君恩，哲河，碧琦他们，
我们一起说了很多我们以后要怎样的，
到后来因为何碧琦分手了，初中的梦想完了。
朋友没了。。。

高一的生涯，认识了“进“他们。
又一段很精彩的中学生活。
但有些朋友还是走了。

有时我在想，如果当初我补考不升班的话，
也许也不算是个悲剧吧。
因为我能与朋友一起走，起码不用好象现在这样，
一个人，孤军作战。。。
一些平凡的东西对你们来说，可能没什么，
但对我，可能那就是我一辈子的回忆。
我真的好久没试过热闹的一大伙儿出街了。
真的有些回味。

time square co co family的“拉拉“朋友也好久不见了。
以前很讨厌你们，现在没有了。
因为你们交坏我，哈哈，也让我变聪明了。

总之现在。。。
I life withtout true friend...
a lonely life

I life with my style

I lost my way~
something we cant control by ourself,
But the life is urs, catch up what you want.
aim the destination!!!
shoot to the center, we can do it as well as we want.

Actually I'm not smart than siapa serrounding me,
but i will think a lot of something poeple who would not like to think,
maybe trouble just come true from this way...

I'm not a special person.
The special thing of me is just the acting and my lifestyle.
I life with my style,
I do the thing i want...
So i won't care who judging behind on me...
But I won't feel any special about people love my lifestyle also!!!

I will not listen to someone, i trust myself...
no poeple can presuade me to do something i dun like...
listen!!! im serious....
Maybe im not a good person, but I'm a right boy to someone...

BAD luck~~~~

why I so bad luck?
shit shit shit!!!!
What kind of teacher is that???

Okay, i know u guys dunno what going on now...
Today, I meant got tuition at eight o'clock...
I was already meet appointment with the science teacher...
So when i reached home, i tried to slept and wake up early,
I had just slept for half hour...
then I knew my phone credit was expired,
so I went to lesure mall to update my credit...
I tried to call the sicence teacher repeat over and over...
but no body anwser my call...
I waited her for one hour at lesure mall...
finally, I'm not patient to continue my wait at all...
I went back home and don't want care it anymore...

Until now, she still haven call back me and reply my msg..
what kind of teacher is that, and she just such like a bitch!!!
If dunwan tuition pls tell me and dun let me wait...

Luckily she is a teacher, if not, I sure will scold her~
Now, what can I do???
I just want to get a nice result only?
why so hard??? is it the god playing with me? that not a joke man!
and it is not funny...please dun do that to me...is enough....!!!

Malay teacher also like that......
eii~ hari ini you sudah angkat?
Angkat apa???? angkat "diao" ar~~~

Ok ok...now I will not trust the teacher anymore...
and I will find a new~~~
waste my time~~~

last, I just want to say, there are 70% rubbish teacher at JE center in tsun jin!!!
Im so sorry for rude!!!
But i can't control.....just sorry!!!

okay?

Today, an ordinary study day again tome again.
I felt so boring in my class...
But now I have no more sleeping mood in the class.
I had took note for all the subject.

don't know what going on, I just not interested to sleep.
paid attention to study...

for another way, I already found teacher to tuition malay and science.
one on one...
but finally, the malay teacher lied me...
she doesn't want to help me...
so today the tuition was cancel......
I'm in an angry mood now...
But tomorrow will get tuition with science teacher...

poeple asked why need to tuition for sceince...
They said it can study by self...But some of the science words i dun understand.

now im counting down for spm examination over.
haha, maybe im really feeling bored about the life now i doing.

hiaz~eii...is it my english poor?
I know i can use it to wirte, talk even listen...
but when i read some story with using english sure would have some of vocab i dun really understand and dunno what it mean.
erm, nvm, i will keep hard working with learning english,
because i know it would be very important for my future.
haha~even malay i also learning hard, cuz SPM!!!
yaya, and chinese...my chinese's essay was sucks...
shit lo~ erm erm......study hard ma~ i know....but can I?

Okay,stop here...please dun look down me,
I will study hard geh!!!!!